'Kassy, from all you've told me, it's quite obvious you're under a lot of stress. I'm not a doctor but I know pregnancy and stress don't go so well. You might choose to save your baby and forgo Kolin, and at the end, you get a miscarriage. That would haunt you for the rest of your life.'
She was right. There was no assurance I was going to have the baby, but Kolin was alive already. There was also no guarantee that I was not going to find out something bad about the baby and go for an abortion instead.
The pill I found very hard to swallow was the fact that I had to save Kolin because if anything happened to him, I was never going to forgive myself and Alicia was not going to forgive me either.
'Why can I not choose the two? I want the baby and Kolin.' I said.
I knew that was impossible considering I was dealing with Emily, the crazy woman. And I was also trying my best to keep the police out of it like she had requested.
