Colin
After our meal, we walk to the springs. The first place I went to when we got here. He follows me and we walk together quietly. I don't know what is going to happen, but I am excited.
He is not my mate, but I still like being with him. Once we get to the springs, he immediately turns back into his human form. I watch him in my wolf form because he is naked and so fucking beautiful.
He is standing tall and proud. I've never seen a man like that in my life. I growl in my throat and I feel him look at me. He smiles, and then he walks towards me. On the inside, I am shaking, but my wolf stands strong as he touches me. His touch is like fire; it burns.
But I don't want to move away. "I want to see you too," he breathes out huskily.
His voice is like velvet, and I can't help but nuzzle my head in his hand. His other hand strokes my head and the insides of my ears. "So fucking beautiful," he moans as he continues to touch me.
Lowell is attracted to me too.
I can see that now, but I also know that he fucks around. That is the rumor that has been going around. There is nothing special about me. This is not what I wanted, but maybe this is what I need. The more time we spend together, the more I find myself wanting him. I shouldn't want him, but I do. I don't know if this is lust or something more.
"Turn, I want to see you too," he commands me, and my wolf goes away instantly. It's almost like he feels it too.
I am naked.
He is watching me.
There is blood on my hands and all over me.
"Come," he grabs my hand and I follow him until we are inside the water. It felt warm, and I let myself sink down. It is a beautiful place. He is still touching me, and I don't want to let go. He pulled his body close to me, and I let him.
"What is this?'' I ask him, wanting answers.
"What is what?''
I roll my eyes as he runs his hands down my waist and to my face, "This. You keep touching me."
He smiles, "Don't you want me to touch you?"
He knows that I want this.
He is teasing.
I would be lying if I said that I did not want him to touch me.
"I had my eyes on you the first time I saw you," he confesses, and this catches me off guard.
I blurted out, "You are not my mate."
He laughs but doesn't let go. "Do I have to be your mate? Are you waiting for that person? "
I nod immediately. "Yes, I want to find her."
"And how are you so sure it is a she?"
I shrug. "I don't know, whoever it is."
"Do you want to forget about that and just focus on this?" He pulls me even closer, and I feel all of him under the water. I felt his arousal throbbing against me. Then he grabs my ass and pulls me against him, and I feel his erection pushing against my lower abs, stomach, and pelvis.
His hands are still on me and it is the best feeling ever. "Fuck, why is this so appealing to me? Why do I want this so badly? "
He smiles mischievously. "Don't question it," he leans closer until his face is just inches away from mine.
He grabs my ass once more, leans in, and kisses me. His lips are so soft and warm. A wave of pleasure goes over me, and I close my eyes. His lips gently kiss me back, and he slowly licks my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I feel his warm breath all over my lips, and I accept it, parting my lips for him and accepting his tongue into my mouth. A quiet moan escapes my throat, and I pull him closer to me. I open my eyes and look up into his dark hypnotizing eyes as his lips go back to mine and our tongues dance together. soft, sweet, and passionately and hungrily. I intertwine my fingers into his hair and pull him closer, as he wraps one arm around my waist and the other at the nape of my neck, supporting me. I don't want to stop. I want to keep kissing him. Fucking hell, is this what it is meant to feel like? Why does it feel so good? And how does he know how to make me so fucking hot? This man is turning me inside out.
"Do you feel that?" he grunts as he straddles me.
I nod.
He stops kissing me and slides down until he is kissing my neck. His tongue plays around on my skin. Torturing me and driving me crazy like no one else can do
"We can't do this here; someone could see us," he growls frustratedly.
I close my eyes because I don't want him to stop touching me. I am ready to go all the way with him. I want to know what fucking him feels like.
I just want him to touch me and give me the pleasure I have never experienced before. I feel like I am going to rip out of my skin from the hot rush of excitement I am feeling.
"My room, shit, I share a room with my brother."
He laughs but still continues playing with my body. I felt his hand slide over to my cock and I stiffen. No other man has ever touched me down there. Why do I want more?
"Come find me tonight, when everyone is sleeping. We will do this in my room," he lets go of me and I groan out of frustration. I wanted his hands on me again. I want him so badly. He lets go of me completely and I feel empty, I feel cold. There is no heat and fire again.
Fuck.