' you don't get it. people would have suspected something was going on if I acted like something happened when we disappeared. they will have started shooting us differently or acting like we are dating. I can't let that happen. all struggled too hard to keep my reputation. it's not only about being the high school captain Lily it's about living an easy life. my dad is the couch and you're just nothing more than an orphan child. I can't be seen with you. when that happens then I'm going to lose my reputation. my friends are not going to want to hang around with me. people going to start treating me differently. The person that I am in school is much too important for me to just risk it because of a silly friendship…'