He was not proud of what he had done but he was still willing to ask for forgiveness. he believed that he had every right to be forgiven. because she loved him more than she loved any other person. Rider black did not need anyone else to tell him that. he could see it. it was much more obvious than anything was used by Alice Bennett was equally as in love with Ryder as he was with her. the problem however always came with his priorities. the things that he chose to keep in front of him. right now is eagle will always stand in the way. It would always convince him that whatever he was doing was right. Untainted. necessary. and that was his immediate reaction when he had realised that Alice knew everything he said. everything he did. he wanted nothing but that will stop because when she knew everything then you will easily manipulate her and convinced her that it was the best thing the both of them could do.
' I have no other choice. it was either..'
