I run without looking back and without even knowing where I am going, or running towards.
I just feel a lot all of a sudden and I can only do one thing that feel right at the moment. Running is the only thing that feels right, like it brings me to actually be able to breathe through the heaviness settled in my chest.
I run and out of the buildings to the forest. I don't transition, I just run and run through the trees. I don't stop not even when I hear my name being called. I can only think of one thing; escaping.
I want to escape the whole world right now, but I don't know how to do that. I want to escape the place where people are not choosing me and just disappear to avoid dealing with the reality of it and the way it all makes me feel.
