Over the next few days I get to learn how to control my powers and Elise promises not to do anything. I keep expecting to be sent back and I am kind of being on the edge all the time. Elise has explained how it might feel like but no one is really sure how it is going to happen.
I want to go back and reclaim my life back. I want to go be with Eden and meet my family back home. I have come to call this my hoe too for the time I have been here with Elise and now my parents. It is a bittersweet pill to swallow because I will miss them when I go back.
I first feel the pull when I am eating breakfast with my parents. All of a sudden I choke on my food and I can't breathe. I look at my parents horrified but we all know what this is. I thought I was prepared but I clearly wasn't.
