I got a little dizzy after the memory reboot. It's like my life is just full of surprises here and there. Why wasn't I born a normal human? The table was silent, everyone filled with their thoughts, I gave Nigel a penetrating gaze. We made eye contact for a second before he looked away rubbing the back of his neck.
Lowering my head with my shoulders slumped on the seat, I could feel the tightness in my stomach.
"Why now?" my monotone voice was low, my emotions were jumbled up inside. I felt angry that he planned to kill me and betrayed that I had been lied to my entire life. Nothing could ever prepare me for this moment.
"We decided it was best for you to know now since you have gotten used to your true self" it was Ms.Jane that responded he hadn't said a word since not even a plea. I don't even know how I still remained calm. Maybe I was so good at receiving bad news.
"So are you going to tell me everything now? '' I looked at Nigel now, maybe I was telling myself there was still hope, maybe it wasn't his fault…. Maybe I could forgive him. I could feel the hard lump in my throat as I tried to fight back the tears building up in my eyes. He faced me, I could see the guilt in his eyes, trying to reach over to hold my hand I went out of reach folding my arms around me for comfort.
"I can't tell you much because of detailed info meant to be classified as an assassin... My anger sparked, the blood in my veins quickened. I was overcome by anger.
"YOU FUCKING KILLED MY MOTHER" I shouted it was visible I was running out of patience. My face was red with anger as I gave a burst of ironic laughter. "What's so detailed about killing my mother, we were happy by ourselves what did we ever do" my jaw tightens as hot warm liquid rolled down my cheeks.
He pressed his lips together not saying any other words. My already extended claws gripped the table as it crushed under my strength.
"I made bad decisions then I was clouded by my anger, I had to avenge my wife and two kids"
I hit the table crushing it completely under my fist a slow curling low growl escaped my lips as my nose flared up. I was losing control of my wolf. He stood up giving space between us.
"You burnt my mother to ashes, wiped my memories and you tell me crap that it is detailed information " I reached out grabbing a vase nearby throwing it at him. he dodged maintaining his distance telling me to calm down. I lunged at him snarling he was able to escape in time. "I trusted you. I believed you. For hell I thought we were family" my heart stammered violently as let out menacing growls throwing him knives as he dodged trying to plead with me to calm down.
We already made our way outside on the porch. His expression filled with resentment. I brought out a gun, the shock in his eyes evident. The sounds of the gun blasted through my ears as I shot him repeatedly using his skilled moves he dodged them efficiently not landing any scratch. Tch. I brought out my dagger going after him, what went on for a couple of minutes. He was starting to show signs of fatigue using the opportunity I swiped at him leaving a scratch on his face. Moving too quickly he tripped over allowing me to pin him down. I raised my dagger above his head about to strike. I was stronger than him since I was a full werewolf. He gave up trying to get out of my grasp, letting out a pronounced sigh he closed his eyes in defeat. My fingers trembled as held it above his face. I struck my dagger into the earth's crust, I can't do it…. Shudder involuntary as the overwhelming wave hits me at full speed and the tidal wave of tears comes out of nowhere. I don't even have the chance to try and fight before it hits full throttle. Breaking and flinching as I lose control and they start to fall, smothering my face with both hands to try and catch the waterfall as It pours from my eyes. I stood up running into the forest.
Nigel pov
I groaned in pain, coughing up blood from my severed insides. She really got me good sighing as I waited for the healing process to take in. I could hear footsteps approaching the side guessing it was Jane. She stared at me blankly. It was just as she predicted but more painful to watch.
"It could have been way worse" I joked while wincing in pain as I held my sore ribs. I looked in the direction of where she headed in the forest.
"You taught her how to use a gun" I could feel another shiver run down my spine. I gulped….shit. She sighed."Just wait till she cools down if that's possible" with that she left. I slumped back down to the ground putting my hand over my eyes. The words she sprung on my face came flashing back to me. Family…..
I've pretty much healed myself completely. Inside the kitchen, I drank my beer washing down the bitter feeling in my chest that won't go away. I checked the time at 8:00 pm and she wasn't back. She didn't have anywhere else to go, not that I gave her a choice anyways. I heard a click on the door going all defensive since I didn't hear it on time. She dragged her feet to the kitchen opening the fridge, she chugged the bottle of water real fast, breathing heavily as she faced away from the counter, she turned to face me, her face void of all emotion.
"I'm not asking as a request or favor, you owe after what you did" her gaze didn't falter showing she was serious.
"And what could that be?" I raised my bottle to my lips, sipping slowly.
She let out a deep breath, "train me to be an assassin". I choked on drink splattering all over my top. Coughing, I wiped my mouth with my sleeve.
" you gotta be shitting me" I shake my head refusing, hearing a cocked gun. She pointed it at me. Why did I teach her how to use a gun? I gave in.
"Ahh whatever then" she pocketed the gun back her Jeans going up to her room. I've created a monster.