THERE IS A LIMIT OF BEING SICK,BUT FEAR HAS NO LIMIT SO DON'T LET IT CONTROL YOU"
"Open your eyes sweetie"The clingy voice of Miss Alberta Marshall touched my ears and I started gaining consciousness. I started examining my surroundings. Suddenly the flashes from yesterday stormed in my mind the flashes of closed dark room , old rusty furnitures designed with spider web.The doctor voice hit my ears asking about my past memories and I just hummed in response.It was least I can do at that time.
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Miss Alberta Marshall was devil actually no I can't even call her that because it's an insult of a devil.She was worse than that she treated me like her slave she beaten me alot when i refuse to do her so called labour work she lock me down in basement where no lights are available and uninvited guests like spiders,cockroaches,lizards.She tortured as much she could. Living in that orphanage was nothing near to live in a hell. She did her best in building an unknown fear in me. I thought all of this is the end of destruction in my life but who could think that it's just started.
Several days earlier i found out she is still in contact with my mother who left me in this hell it's just broke my heart in several more pieces.She knew I am here and she is still in contact with Alberta WHY SHE NEVER SHOWED HERSELF? WHY SHE NEVER COME TO SEE ME? WHY?...Does her hatred is deeper than my love towards her?...Does she forgot that she have a daughter?
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"You are going to fenway highschool and you gonna live in their boarding house so pack your bags and get ready for tomorrow".Miss alberta said she added further "Behave like a good girl and don't hate me for this your mother ordered me"it's was the first time she acknowledge that she is still in contact with my mother.
"She is not my mother first and second I will behave as I want,so don't tire yourself okay"I said with intention to make her angry.
"I don't care anymore. I am Rachel park you better watch out you already done alot to me"I said with an attitude.Soon the bus arrived or I say my freedom from this hell has arrived.
"THERE IS NO UTURNS IN LIFE,U JUST GO STRAIGHT"
It's true we can not change our past but we can change our future but it is possible to trust someone after getting betrayed by your own blood. IS IT POSSIBLE? Standing outside the Highschool these thoughts were rooming in my mind,ditching all the thoughts I step on my new journey giving myself a chance to be happy again. TO BE CONTINUED