McKenna
Like every love story ever told girl meets a boy they fall in love and get married and live happily ever after.
Not for me, my life has never been easy how could I ever think that my love life would be any different.
He used to call me "Mikey" I hated it, my name is McKenna Hall.
I have long Brown 4A type hair that hit just below my elbows in its natural curls, not to mention my killer Curvaceous hips with just the right amount of ass to go the extra mile, "how does that sound like a Mikey"? Maybe it was because I was anything but feminine,
I didn't do my nails I didn't wear make up the only thing that I would put on my face was sunscreen and lip balm and it was to keep my skin from bursting open.
I wouldn't call myself over the top gorgeous I was ok in my opinion, or maybe I just didn't have time to look in the mirror.
I was of the normal height of five feet seven with my dark caramel type skin which I probably got from my father, my mother once told me he was from the Caribbean but she never said where exactly but I guess I am grateful for the melanin in my skin and the uniqueness of my hazelnut boldly light eyes that seem to carry off with my plumpy pink lips.
This was what had drawn in most of my admirers and I'm sure it's exactly what had caught my now ex-boyfriend.
How "earthy and nature like I looked" his words not mine.
I huffed with annoyance and hurt as I felt his expensive smell leave my nostrils.
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I was standing in the angry sun watching him walk away after hurting me, after telling me that he didn't love me anymore and that he had found someone new while still being in a relationship with me.
How could I have been so stupid not to see all the signs, I was too busy graduating nursing school starting my new job at the local hospital in New York, and learning how to take care of sick babies and deliver them. Like my life wasn't bad already.
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I had to take care of my little brother who was still in high school because my parents weren't around I don't know who my dad is and my mom, let's not even go there she only cares for herself and her new husband's children.
Ten long years we have been together and what do I have to show for it? "heartbreak" is what I have to show for being in a relationship with someone who walks away from it this easy with no remorse. ...
Luke and I met in my senior year in high school and we started dating in my third year of college, he knew about my relationship with my parents or the lack thereof rather and he knew most things about me and even tried to help with my bother Quincy but I would never let him do more than just babysitting him. he knew how protective I was of my independence that I would never ask him for anything.
Back then Luke was studying business to take over his father multimillion-dollar trading company, you would never know that he came from money unless he showed you his house or even his many cars because he never brag about it or behave as if he was better than anyone who had less than he did and that's what made me give him a chance back then when he first asked me out, that and how sinfully handsome he was. Luke King had away with his words that could make you believe being in hell was a beautiful place, his intelligence was immaculate and that made him the high achiever in our university, and can you imagine the looks I got when people learned that little old me had won the heart of Luke King the son of Aiden King one of the sexiest billionaire in the world?
yes I was head over heels for him he was everything a girl could ask for tall dark and handsome sounds cliche I know but it's true he was the captain of the swim team who placed everyone who dared to compete in a race against him to shame. I fell hard and fast because for once in my life I had something good and Luke was just that and more.
My insecurities never failed to make an appearance in our relationship though and for the life of me, I couldn't seem to shake my constant doubt that he was just with me because I was someone who looked desirable, one who many wanted to get their hands on but he had managed to keep that part of me at bay.
"Im just tired Mikey"
he said as he held on to my wet cheeks.
"was it something I said or did, is it because I still haven't had sex with you, Luke? you said you could wait"!!
I pleaded feel as though my heart would give way. I loved Luke and although I had a funny way of showing it he knew that I loved him I was just messed up a little sigh maybe a lot more than what I am letting on.
"NO IT'S NOT THAT MCKENNA, GOSH your SO INSECURE I CANT ALWAYS DIG YOU OUT OF THIS HOLE THAT YOU CONSTANTLY PUT YOUR SELF IN AND YOU"..... he paused with a loud groan, I could tell he was wounded by this, his face was darker than usual and he was holding a tight fist I could almost see the veins in his forehead bursting with anger.
I gasped at the wave of hurt rushing towards my heart and through my hair follicles causing the hair on the back of my neck to stand up as little droplets of fluid ran down my face, I was crying harder now with the realization of the situation I now found myself in.
" So that's it then..... Ok leave go to Laura then im sure she can be the easiest thing for you, need not worry about poor me" I was hoping I could sound strong like how I wanted to be right now but he knew better, that I was only pushing him away so that he wouldn't see me break. He used to admire how well I could conceal my emotions if needed
I guess it's back to bite him where it hurts the most. I thought to myself.
Luke didn't say another word he looked at me as if defeated and turned away, I only then realized we were standing in the front of my workplace with staring eyes glancing at the scene.
He wasn't always the easiest person to be around and sometimes we would argue about stuff that was so simple like he couldn't understand why I wouldn't accept money to pay for my bills.
I guess how my rough life had taught me not to depend too much on people. I concluded that I had to protect that part of me that so wanted to depend on others.
Well by the looks of the Louis Vuitton latest red bottoms sneakers for men
that was now in perfect view moving further and further away I guess I was right in my decision after all.