There are lots of books that I have read based on what Adonis told me. It is all about the curse on me, how to cope with this, and other alternatives to continue to live without affecting it. But I never read such in that book, only some warnings like the seers had told me. Like the seers just read that book and told Alpha and me about what he had read. Thus, I give up on reading and pretend not to read it.
One thing I have read in the book that triggers my anger is when reading the quote, "The lovers of the cursed werewolf will also suffer. They might change their attitude and others." It is difficult to understand if Alpha Winston will change someday and will turn me into his slave. That one day, he will no longer see me as his mate, and reject me.