Chapter 112 - 60 -A

"fighting all the time and making mutual losses seemed to be fun moments that they also missed and after me, everything slowly changed, everything became boring and Ricky refuses more often, lectures more often with things he never imagined before, and now what happens? I never imagined even when I was there for Ricky, Ricky changed and Bondan became angry and upset. If I wasn't with Ricky, if I had let Ricky keep doing everything he wanted all this time, Bondan would definitely not be like this. But I think of Ricky, I also think of you. How can I just sit there when you're doing the wrong thing? We've lost Mondy, it's a warning that you shouldn't have done this in the first place, and everything becomes even more terrible if this grudge and grudge will continue even until whenever isn't that very tiring? I'm just really tired, how can you not feel tired at all with all this? I never really imagined that things would turn out like this."