"Well, that doesn't mean that just because it's you, you can do anything you want. And I can't even get angry at you for some reason. I don't care if you'll take my word for it or not, but I'll say again that it wasn't your fault.
And more importantly, you would never hurt me intentionally," I said. "And well, if you can, please don't yell at me. It makes me feel really sad and I get scared even though I don't want to be.
And there are more things going on in my head. But I can't tell you that since I cursed you a lot in my head. Now if you want to keep on being angry, I don't care. Just do whatever you want!"
Letting it all out made me feel lighter. But after a while of yelling, I had no idea what I was saying anymore. I said whatever came to my mind and it did not matter if it made any sense or not.
"... I don't mind talking now, but perhaps you'll get all flustered," he said.
