After the dance competition my PTSD was starting again I can't seem to control my emotion and I was so sad, my classmate ask me if I want to join their gang.
3 of my female classmates has already joined so I was curious and decided to join them, after class in the morning we went together to their headquarters.
When we arrived there I smelled some cigarettes and alcohol, yes they were drinking some alcohol, at first, I have no idea what I'm doing. They introduced me to everyone.
I found out that the member of this gang is not a student Also, I familiarize the place and the surroundings and even the members, and study their attitudes and hobbies.
It was the right time and the leader talked to me if I'm willing to join and don't regret my decision, I said yes I'm willing so they start saying the rules and regulations of the gang.
After that they ask about the meaning of the gang logo even ask me the motivation, at first I doubt them because of what I saw during that moment.
We start the ceremony with the paddle and the welcoming paddle it's hurts but it can't compare to the pain in my heart, my first time together with them was that afternoon.
After the ceremony they celebrate me being in their gang, also I'm a Lil bit comfortable because I saw my neighbors who's friends of my brother.
I hide the fact that I've joined a gang I never let them see the bruises from the paddle when my mom noticed it I automatically said that maybe I was being enchanted.
Funny right after joining them I felt that I'm not alone anymore that there are still people who see me, every lunch hour we meet at our meeting place.
And eat while drinking and then we skip our first class for the afternoon and just go to school for the second period, I was very happy with them.
Our leader never allows us to skip class when he found out about what happened he punish us with another paddle for the punishment, we didn't complain about that.
Because that's our fault anyway, we already knew about the rules and regulations on our gang but we failed to follow them. So we reflect on what happened.
After a month with them, I'm very comfortable with them now and I'm close to them and there's a guy who cares for me, I don't know if he's up to something.
That day we got drunk because it was already late and very drunk he offered me to sleep for a while at his house because I trusted him that much so I let him lead the way to his house.
When I'm already lying on his bed he's also lying on my side but I didn't mind that because this is not the first time we sleep together (for being friends).
After a moment he started touching and kissing me until we got deep into the sensation and I was kissing him back till I didn't realize that.
He already undressed my pant and underwear, and he got carried away to realize I was shouting because of the pain I felt he was so scared.
Because he realized that I've never done that kind of thing before, I've gone to his bathroom and lock myself there, he keeps asking if I'm OK and keeps saying sorry.
Well, he didn't know that I was still whole, I never hate him but for some reason, he started avoiding me, and I'm sad about that.
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