I'm so tired. I can hear my backbone crying for help. I don't know what day it is today, but they're currently conducting some events at the Bar of Apitz. I wasn't planning to go, but Aysel insisted.
As we arrive, there are so many people. Including Clyde and Mrs. and Mr. Evergarden.
This night. I felt alive. It's funny to remember that I tried to end this by myself. Now I know why God gave me this ability. God wants me to stay alive and be happy. As usual, I watch the stars and the moon while holding a bottle of juice. Alongside me, Aysel.
Shooting star. Apitz tells us to make a wish. We hope our wish will be granted. Someday.
What did I wish for? I don't know either. After the event ends, we go back to the garden. This time, I feel so tired. As soon as I arrived there, I fell asleep.
It's kind of weird this time; I don't dream about that building again. Maybe because I'm too tired. I hear someone's voice. A girl crying? It's very familiar. I slowly opened my eyes. I walk towards the source of the voice. I found myself at the edge of the hill. There was a big tree with a figure under it. It's Aysel.
Aysel seems to notice my presence. She asked me not to hide behind the bush.
"What's wrong?"
"....."
"Did something happen? Tell me,Aysel."
"Hey,Estelle.. Did you know the first time I came here?"
"3 months ago?"
"Yes.. That day.. I open my eyes and find myself lying in the middle of the garden. I was clueless about what had happened to me. How did I end up in this unfamiliar place? Why am I alone? And what happened to me. As I panicked, my eyes were in tears. I'm scared. That's when those little animals came to me. As if they were trying to comfort me. I don't know why I felt calm. I tried to ask the people around me about this place. He told me the name of this place and more information. That person was Clyde. At first, I thought he was lying. But as I explored this place, I realised he doesn't. He was also the one who told me about the ability to fly and go back to the living world. That's how I've been following you for the past 3 months. I was frustrated at first because no one could see me. I felt bad for you, my siblings, and my parents. I didn't even have a chance to say a proper goodbye before leaving. I'm feeling so lonely."
"I.. I'm very sorry. I never imagined your feelings for the past three months. It must have been really hard for you. I'm sorry for coming too late."
"That's fine. Now I'm less worried. Because I have you here."
"Aysel,I promised I'd find your killer. I'll avenge you. I'll do anything to find that person."
"You sound creepy, actually. But thanks. I'm grateful that I have a friend like you,Estelle."
"...."
"Estelle? Gosh, this girl..How can she fall asleep that fast? Well, she's probably very tired. I should get some rest too."