Two weeks pass by agonizingly slowly and no Cyran. I didn't think I could miss him this much. My entire being is aching in his absence, and I just don't know what to do with myself. I don't know what to do with these emotions. One moment I hate him for bringing me here and the next I'm wondering when he'll be back. Now that he isn't near me, I feel disconnected in some way. Like when he's near I can feel him, but now there's nothing. Just avoid. Perhaps it has something to do with how he can read my mind. Or my instincts, whatever he says.