"He can't spend the night because we decided it's best we stopped seeing each other"
"What!? But why? You both made that decision to stop seeing each other? Why would you do such?" Becca asked unbelievably
"But I thought you guys were good before I left so what happened after I left? I watched you both kiss for minutes straight on and... God, I don't understand. This is so unbelievable!... And I was so sure you guys were going to settle things between you. I mean, I saw the look in his eyes that he liked you for real and I was happy for you, and... Fuck I'm rambling!" Becca said and paused from talking to take in a deep breath
"I'm sorry Ama. Are you okay though?"
"No Bec, I'm not okay! And I didn't mean to disturb you, just that I wanted to sleep but I couldn't. My chest felt so heavy as if I had something sitting on it and... I don't know, I'm not just okay and I don't want to be alone"
