Chapter 16
Darkness, everything was dark and cold, an infinite corridor with black walls. Sweat ran down my forehead as I ran trying to get somewhere in this place, find an end... Find her.
With shortness of breath, cramped legs and blood pumping forcefully throughout my body, I struggled to reach the end of this, after minutes, hours or days I could no longer differentiate it at last I saw the exit, I ran with more force given by the hope of an end but before I could even touch the light that was emitting, a strong blow sent me back into the arms of the blackness from which I tried to escape again and again. A heartrending scream came from the bottom of my soul, blow after blow of frustration and fury were thrown to the ground in the hope that it would break just like me, like my spirit every minute that happened, I hugged my knees against me chest rocking back and forth.
- ¿Why? - It was the question that attacked me every moment, I didn't know what had happened, I didn't know why this was happening - ¡Let me out! ¡Let me see! - I demanded screaming to nothing on my knees on the floor, the heat of the tears warmed my face - Please... - I dropped limply on the floor when I saw that my orders were forgotten once more, I did not know whether to close eyes or keeping them open, in the end it was the same thing, darkness. But if I closed them I was able to see it and that could illuminate this place a bit, colored clouds began to emerge from the darkness taking the green color of the forest, if I breathed I could even feel the aroma of the humid earth, the trees and the leaves, when walking the sound of the branches creaking and the best, I could hear their laughter.
- Morgana ... - I sighed when I saw us sitting under a tree, she was sitting on a blanket and I stalked her legs, with pain in my chest I could remember this moment, she was laughing at something I had said and I I laughed just to see her, just like now, being able to forget a little about the darkness that was still behind me. I approached us and sat in front of them listening to her talk.
- ¿Seriously? I can't believe you've never seen the Lion King, that has to be some sin - She exclaimed from her legs with false indignation.
- I do not know why you make so much scandal for a movie about lions that they talk, to what seems to me how many a Mexican novel with lions as protagonists - I took my chest as a sign of pain at her words.
- ¿¡How dare you say such a barbarity !? Now you will have to suffer my fury - I jumped and knocked her down placing my legs around her hips - ¡Tickle punishment! - Before her face from her fright, my hands traveled all over her torso spreading caresses and tickles everywhere, her laugh was beautiful and filled my ears with her constant complaints.
- ¡Please let me go! ¡Dayana, my stomach really hurts! - Without attending to her complaints, I continued in my business until I was interrupted when she managed to turn around and now she was on top of me between my legs with my hands on her hips, we were silent only seeing each other, we broke contact when she leaned down to finally bring our lips together. Kissing her was so addictive, her intoxicating taste and her smell on me was so incredible that sometimes I had to touch her to make sure it was real and not just a dream like now, I run my hand over her neck bringing her closer to me, I feel her hands walking by my body up to my face, she walks away and I also with protests on my part - I love you, Dayana - And I couldn't be happier.
My happiness is once more ripped from my hands as I see the memory fade before my eyes.
- ¡No! ¡No! ¡No! ¡No! - I run towards him as if I could touch him but when I reach Morgana, her smile and her eyes full of love dissolve like smoke in my hands, turning all darkness again.
Before I can process it, the forest disappears and the darkness takes color again, forming a forest clouded by rain and gray clouds, now it was not Morgana and I in the forest laughing, it was the image of a red-haired woman kneeling between the mud, her face reflected pain, suffering and sadness, behind her was another figure, a woman with black hair with a satisfied smile on her face, the agonizing scream of the girl in red and the shrill laughter of the figure in black did not they stopped ringing all over the place, I dropped to the ground covering my ears trying to minimize the sound.
- ¡Already vast please! - I tried to scream louder than the screams and laughter that still surrounded me - Leave me alone - I said more to myself than to someone else.
- ¿It's cute, is not it? Live in the dark, I say. There is nothing to bother you, no one to overwhelm you, here it is only you and your loneliness, I have always thought that loneliness can be your best friend, with it you can cry, it does not judge you, it lets you think, it is reflective - The Deep voice makes me open my eyes and discover my ears, I was so focused on removing the noise that I did not notice when it was gone - In this time I have had the opportunity to see so deep into your mind that I can even say that I know you better than yourself - His mocking laugh enters my ears like daggers - And I am a faithful believer that someone who has had everything all his life can never know what it is to be happy, because only he who has known true pain can feel true happiness, consider it a gift - Tap on my forehead and before I can say anything it goes as it arrived, I only managed to take a cloud of smoke.
- You can't leave me here! I swear I'm going to get out of here ... - My screams are cut off as I feel a great shock in my mind ... In my memories.
- Come on Dayana you can, I trust you - My father's deep voice in my first transformation encouraging me.
- No matter what, you will always be mommy's little girl - My mother told me in a warm hug after healing the wounds on my knees that it hurt me while I was playing outside.
- You may be older than me but you're still my little sister - Cameron took me by the neck, ruffling my hair.
- The pride of the pack and my daughter - Dad took my hand to raise it over our heads - And his next Alpha - Shouts of joy throughout the room, my eyes traveled all over the place seeing the smiles from all my pack and ending with my family, mom, cameron and dad, I knew that if I had them everything would be fine even with the weight of the pack on my back.
All my memories one after another passed in front of me and then faded leaving gaps in my mind and screams in my soul, I thought that was it, but none of those compared to what I was about to lose.
- ¿You know? Maybe I don't know where to go, but if one morning I could open my eyes and see yours. I would know where to stay - I didn't know when we got to this point, but I was sure I could see Morgana's eyes sparkle or it was just the reflection of my eyes on hers - I love you Dayana - My heart wouldn't stop beating like crazy It was the first time she said it to me - Please say something - I did not say anything and I showed her what I felt in the purest way that she could feel it, I kissed her. The sweet taste of his lips was recorded in my memory like the sound of his voice saying that he loved me, the kiss was tender, delicate and loving, my hands ran over his arms, his torso and finally his face trying to memorize each part from her forever, our lips kept pace with our souls in a perfect dance where they were merging as one.
- I love you too - I say when I separate myself from her hearing protesting sounds from her part.
We were both wrapped in caresses looking at the starry sky that was reaching to strain through the great crowns of the forest trees.
- The moon is beautiful tonight - I looked at her, she was beautiful with the rays of the moon that seeped into her skin and before this she kissed me again.
I let out a scream that could have ripped my throat, I was trying to take that moment and never let it go, but like the others it evaporated between my hands. The sound of my heart breaking and her words becoming a distant memory in the air was what killed me that night.
That night I died, alone in the dark surrounded by pain.