Fred
It was around 11 pm when we made it back to The Ange. I needed to grab an overnight bag, then head to Audrey's. The girls, since they rode in Audrey's car, were on their way back to their dorms.
"Did you kiss her?" Young suddenly asked me in Korean. The guys looked back at me with a knowing look. I felt a blush rise to my cheeks. They weren't stupid, they could clearly sense the passion between Audrey and I. Plus they were my brothers, I'd tell them eventually; and I knew they'd keep it a secret.
"Look at our middle child, turning red! You did kiss her!" Young grinned and grabbed my shoulders, shaking me slightly. I laughed as they cheered.
"I'm proud of you," Erick slapped my back. I winced slightly, Erick was the oldest of us, and always hit us a bit harder than needed.
"Still haven't learned how strong you are huh, Erick?" I asked at the sting, not addressing him properly. He glared at me and I gulped. Suddenly, I was in a headlock.
"Haven't I told you to respect me! I'm your hyeong!" He grumbled, pulling me along to get closer to the hotel door. They guys laughed at my suffering. I slapped Ericks thighs.
"Let me go!" I demanded. Un opened the door, a playfully disappointed look on his face.
"I could hear you down the hall. Get in here." He said opening the door wider for us. We all piled into the room. I pulled myself out of Ericks arms with a shake of my head. He smirked at me as I rubbed my neck.
"I'm so sleepy." Gun said walking to one of the four rooms that was attached to our hotel suite. As the guys dispersed, I was left alone with Un, who had sat back down on the couch to watch TV. I pressed my lips together as I stuffed my hands in my pockets. I didn't know what he was going to say about me staying the night at Audrey's place. I was slightly nervous about asking him. I didn't want him to feel like she's some sort of distraction or something. She wasn't, not to me. She was the reason I kept going. I wasn't working for just me anymore. I was working to build more, to build for the family that I could see with her. We'd be set, if I keep working hard.
I press my lips together again, then I sit on the couch next to him. I rub my hands together. I swallowed trying to look casual, I stared at the floor as I tried to come up with ways to bring the topic up.
"You know, I've known you since you were child Fred," Un suddenly said. I looked up and turned to look at the older man. "You were such a good child. You've become an even better man. What do you need, son? You shouldn't feel nervous to speak to me." He turned to look at me. I swallowed deeply.
"I just wanted to know if I could spend the night at Audrey's dorm." He took in a breath looking away. I pressed my lips together, I should have said it better.
"You know, I don't understand why the board wanted the contract to state that you and the boys can't date. You aren't robots. You're men, young men at that. You need to explore and get used to life," He sighed softly. "However, I've worked hard to make sure scandals and other things do not mess with your reputation." He looked at me seriously. My eyebrows went together as I went to defend her.
"Audrey isn't going to mess with my reputation-" He held up a hand to silence me. I pressed my lips together, I'm sure they were red by now.
"I know she isn't. The board wouldn't agree with me, but I know," He sighed. "You go straight to that dorm. I don't want to see anything about you going to the club, going out to eat- nothing. Straight to the dorm." He stated, giving me a look. I felt a weight lift off my shoulder as I grinned. "And wrap it up. I don't need babies, you don't need babies. The board definitely doesn't want babies." He gave me a look as I felt my face heat up.
"Un, we aren't doing anything like that." I stood, straightening my pants as I did so.
"Right now maybe not; but you forget, I was young before too Fred," He stood with me. "I know that look that you give her. She's special. Don't mess it up kid." He rubbed my back. "Now go, have the driver drop you off. Text me once you're there." He spoke with authority. I nodded happily, then went to my hotel room. I pulled out my phone and text her:
I'm on my way.
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Audri
"Hi," I spoke softly, my arms were folded as I held Fred's bomber jacket close around me while he walked out of the SUV towards me.
"Hey," He half smiled, holding a bag over his shoulder. I watched as the SUV drove off, then looked back at him. He was still in his outfit from earlier, just like me. Except, I was in flip flops now.
This was it. He's spending the night. I licked my lips and cleared my throat. We got this Audri, it's not like you've never been in a bed with a guy before. I tried to give myself a pep talk. But the thing was, I actually really like this guy, a lot. I didn't want to mess anything up with him. I was a nervous wreck.
"Aud, are you ok?" Fred asked me, putting a hand on my shoulder. I looked up at his concerned eyes. I smiled softly. This was the guy I really liked, and he liked me. Everything will be fine. I told myself and nodded happily.
"Yeah, I'm good. Let's go in." I held my hand out to him. He grabbed it, entwining out fingers and allowed me to lead him to my dorm. "Did you need anything before we get in my room? We have snacks and stuff, but we have a campus store that has a bunch of stuff." I looked up at him as we walked towards the dorm door.
"Nah, I think I'm good. I'll take whatever you give me." He smiled gently at me, then watched as I scan my ID card to open the door.
"Ok, you better not complain." I teased him walking in. He chuckled.
"What type of snacks do you got?" He asked.
"I got soda, chips, cake, cookies," I list off my fingers as we wait for the elevator. He suddenly chuckled.
"You do indeed have cake and cookies." I hit his arm as I blushed. He pulled me into his arms with a boyish grin.
"We also have healthier options because of Rachel...also some hispanic stuff, asian stuff...I don't know what you're into." I looked at him. He shrugged nonchalantly.
"Whatever snack you give me, I'll take." He grinned at me, then bent over slightly and pecked my lips. I rested my chin on his chest, looking up at him with a smile. This was definitely something I could get used to.
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When we got to my room, Ashley and Jacob were in the living room drinking beer. She was in his lap laughing at something he said. They looked over at us when we entered. Jacob cleared his throat awkwardly. My eyes widened slightly at the sight, but I didn't say anything. I literally left Ashley, Chloe, Rachel, and Haruhi about 7 minutes ago. I didn't understand how the change happened so fast. Ashley took a swig of her beer, then smiled.
"Oh, hey Aud! Hey Fred, what's up," She stood and walked to us. The blonde wasn't drunk, but I wasn't sure if it was wise to drink around Jacob. I thought it was odd that a 25-year-old wanted to drink with teens. I guess I could look at Fred, since he was 20. I sigh softly, pushing that thought out of my head. We were only 2 years apart, unlike Jacob who was almost a decade older.
"Hey, where is everyone?" I asked locking the door. Fred stood next to me, looking around our dorm like he wasn't just in here.
"Chloe went to the bathroom, and Rachel went with Haruhi to get some ice for the wine coolers Jacob brought. They are in the freezer. Do you drink Fred?" She asked as she moved around us to get to the freezer.
"On occasion, I'm more of a social drinker." He looked at me, then at Ashley as she handed him a wine cooler.
"Good thing you're being social," She grinned, then handed me one as well before going to sit on Jacobs lap again.
"Wanna go put your stuff down?" I asked Fred who looked just a bit uncomfortable. Damn you Ashley and Jacob.
"Sure," He said, then waved at Jacob as we walked by the concupiscent couple. I sighed heavily once my door was closed. I put my unopened drink down and looked at Fred who put his bag down by my closet, then took off his shoes.
"Sorry about that. I didn't know he was here. Before I left, the girls and I were chilling," I started to speak, but he smiled and pulled me to him gently.
"Don't worry about it," He pecked my lips. "I don't mind. Plus we got your whole room to ourselves and a door to block them out. It's just you and me." He pecked my lips again, and I felt myself relaxing. I smiled softly.
"Ok," I agreed, looking up at him. We stare at each other, the spark between us igniting like a flame. It pulled me to him.
My lips were on his, and my hands in his hair pulling him closer to me. He picked me up, and wrapped my legs around his waist to carry me to my bed. It was like we were deprived of the thing we needed for days. All I could hear was the sounds of our lips, and the breaths we took. It was just us. Just me and him. I wouldn't have it any other way.
I giggled softly as he pulled back and kissed my neck. I ran my fingers down his chest, to feel the muscles that were hidden by his shirt. My other hand went up his arm, feeling the goosebumps rise to his skin. I blushed, feeling excited that my touch gave him the same feeling he gave me. He sucked on my skin a little, then pulled back to kiss my lips again. I leaned up towards him, allowing him to take control of our kiss. Allowing our lips to dance together, allowing our tongues to meet, allowing my senses to be overwhelmed. I loved it. I didn't want it to end.
But I pulled back slightly, to catch my breath. His forehead rested on mine, as we both pant softly. I gripped the bottom of his shirt, as I looked up at him. Our eyes met. Both filled with passion, lust and the urge for more. Did I want to give him more? Not yet. But when his lips pecked mine, I couldn't deny that I wanted a taste of it.
"You're strong." I hummed, moving my hand up his arms again. I arch my back to lean into him. He chuckled softly, then took a step back. He crossed his arms, then lifted his shirt over his head. I blushed, staring at him. He had a tattoo of a dragon on his chest that traveled down his side. It made him look more appealing. He was built with defined muscles from working out all the time. He smirked at my gawking, then took his original place, between my knees. I could feel the heat radiating from his body. Like a magnet, I reach out and place my hand on his chest gently. "I should work out more." I stated with a chuckle. He half smiled, leaning into my touch.
"You're beautiful the way you are Aud." He replied gently, then tickled my hair behind my ear, before cupping my face. I smiled, then shrugged off the jacket I was still wearing. He moved his hands to my exposed belly. I giggled, moving back slightly. He laughed.
"Every time I touch you, you giggle." He teased me.
"I can't help that I'm ticklish." I replied. He looked mischievous, and I knew I made a mistake. Like an attack, he started to tickle my sides. I laughed leaning away from him. My knees squeeze his standing hips as I do. He laughed as well, but leaned back to pull me back to him. I grinned up at him, giggles still escaping me. He kissed my forehead, looking at me with adore.
"I don't wanna accidentally touch your boobs." His voiced husky, as he moved his hands back, resting them on my thighs. I swallowed thickly and gathered my courage.
"Who says I don't want you to?" I asked. He paused, then looked at me curiously.
"Do you want me too?"
"If you want too." I blushed as I sat up a little, making them rise. He licked his lips slightly.
"I don't want you to think we're moving too fast." He stated seriously, then rubbed my sides. I smiled up at him sweetly.
"We're not moving fast, we're moving at our pace," I replied softly to him, cupping his face gently. He kissed my palm, then stared into my eyes. "I know, that I'm not ready to have sex yet. But, touching doesn't seem so bad." I leaned up to peck his lips. He leaned down a bit as I kissed him more. I pull back slightly, my tongue brushes his lips. "Questions? Concerns?" I whispered.
"No ma'am." He replied just as soft, then moved his hands down to grip my lower half, before his lips were on mine again.
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"Do you have another controller?" I was laying on my bed feeling satisfied as Fred stood holding my PlayStation controller in his hands. I peer over at him.
"No, I never expected to have a guest who wants to play," I licked my lips thinking of the way he touched me earlier. I was completely under his spell, and I didn't want to be brought out. I close my eyes again, shivering slightly. He makes a groan, of displeasement. I peak at him.
"Ah, I'm gonna get you another one tomorrow so we can play together," He said more to himself than me, before going to my YouTube app. I turned my head to him as he spoke. He was still shirtless, and his pants were riding low, thanks to me. His back muscles moved slightly as he moved his fingers on the controller. "Ohh, someone has been naughty without me." His tone was playful. I sat up, fixing my shirt in the process.
"Huh?" I looked as he moved to the side. My face turned red as I looked at my video history of "L.Y.F.E Dance Practice, Fred Sexy Moment" and so much more embarrassing things. It looked like I was an obsessed fan instead of his girlfriend. I stood feeling the air on my bare legs.
"Whoa, ok there," I went to grab the controller, but he held it up like he did my phone at the gas station. "Stop! Look, I just really missed you and this was the only way I could hear your voice." I leaned against him, stretching my body to get the control back. He chuckled, placing the controller in my hands.
"You're the sweetest woman; I missed you too," He grinned, placing his hands on my hips. I took note of the hickey and bite mark I left on his neck and shoulder. I'd tell him about that later. I looked into his eyes. "You shouldn't feel ashamed of watching these videos. I think it's cute." He pecked my lips. I watched as his eyes turned a bit sad. "I wish I had something like this to watch when I missed you as well. I have our snaps, but nothing unlimitless like YouTube." He spoke earnestly. I pressed my lips swollen together, thinking of his statement. He took the controller gently from my hands, then put his arms around me, resting his chin on top of my head as he looked back at the TV. I was in a cocoon with him. I rested my head on his chest as I thought.
Our relationship was so romantically tragic. We get to see each other for a couple of hours, then we're back in two different countries, back to "Best Friends", back to phone calls that might get missed. I agreed with his statement; I did have more access to him than he did of me. What if I posted on YouTube? I could film myself, and post it. I didn't plan on being a YouTuber, but I could just record what I did every day, and post it for Fred to see. I had some money saved up, I could buy a camera...but I have my phone as well. I could use that.
"Fred?" I said just as he said "Aud?" We looked at each other, then laugh.
He looked into my eyes, then said "Sorry, what's up Princess?" I smiled and giggled while I leaned into him more, feeling a bit special at the nickname. His eyes lit up more and he chuckled with me. "Ya like that one huh?" He asked. I nodded happily.
"Yes," I licked my lips, then giggled again. "Um, I was gonna say that I could post videos for you. Like, what I'm doing in a day or something like that."
"Like a Vlog?" He smiled.
"Yeah, that way you can see me like how I can see you," I pressed my lips together, watching as his face lit up more.
"Are you sure? I don't want to put you out of your comfort zone." I shake my head wondering why he was being polite when it was clear he wanted me to.
"I want to. It will make you happy, and plus help me with my filming skills. I liked recording you at the golf course. I wanna try it more." He nodded..
"Well, thank you, madam," He leaned down and we kissed. "I'll support you and your YouTube adventures." He grinned at me.
"Why thank you sir," I giggled. "What were you going to ask me?" I looked up at him for the answer.
"Oh," He said as if he just remembered. "I was gonna ask if you wanted to watch Texas Chainsaw Massacre," He pressed his lips together as I peered back to see that he was on Netflix now. "Doesn't seem as sincere as what you had to tell me…" He pressed his lips together. I giggled then took the remote from his hands, turning to face the TV, making sure to press my ass against him as I did so. I was just in my boy shorts so I could feel everything. He hummed placing his hands on my hips as I replied to his statement.
"I guess some of us are just more thoughtful."
"Haha," he voiced dryly, then wrapped me in his arms again.
"But, yes, I will watch this horror film with you. Wanna get snacks? I heard that you like Honey Butter Chips," I looked at him. He perked.
"Girl, don't tell me you have them."
"In the kitchen," I stated as a matter-of-factly.
"I'ma have to buy you some new ones cause they are about to be gone," He rubbed his hands. I laughed at his excitement.
"Put on a shirt, I uh, marked you." I touched his neck. "Oh, I know, I felt it," He chuckled. "Plus you know, you had to mask the sounds so," He shrugged cockily. I hit his arm, then went to put on my sweats and house shoes. He looked in my mirror touching the bite mark. "Wow." He sounded slightly shocked. I blush brightly assuming he didn't expect it to be so red.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be, that just means I made you feel good. That's all that matters to me." He smiled at me, he looked back at me. How did I end up with someone so caring as him? I mean, he could be actually upset and by his shocked tone, I assumed he was wondering how he was gonna cover it, but he didn't show it. I nodded at his response, then watched him fix his clothing, including putting his shirt back on. "To the Honey Butter Chips!" He exclaimed happily. I laughed then unlocked the door, to open it.
Ashley, Jacob, Chloe, Rachel, and Haruhi were all in the living room. I blinked, slightly surprised. They were still up? It was basically midnight. I hope they didn't hear us. I didn't need that embarrassment on me. They look at us as we walk out of my room.
My fears were put down when I heard Chris Brown's music playing. How did I not hear this in my room? I wondered.
"Hey," Rachel smiled at us. "Wanna play Monopoly?" She asked holding up her play money. I took note of the board set up, and everyone having money as well as drinks.
"Nah, we're actually about to watch a movie. We just came out to get snacks." I replied.
"Oh, isn't it a bit late?" Haruhi asked as Fred opened the fridge. I gave her a look. "Shouldn't Fred get back to his hotel?" Fred peeked at her, his eyes narrowed a bit.
"I mean, I could tell you to go back to your room, but hey," I replied I made a shrug motion with my hands. "You do what you want to do right. Just like him. If he wants to stay, I'm not gonna kick him out." I replied, then told him to not worry about drinks since I had sodas in my mini-fridge. All we really needed was actual snacks.
"Yeah, but isn't that a bit weird," She argued, glaring at me. "I'm sure he needs his rest."
"He is good, promise," Fred spoke up, looking at her as he held a bag of Honey Butter Chips. I grabbed Oreos and Doritos quickly so we could get out of here.
"Fred, she has a boyfriend-" Haruhi started.
"Girl, can we play the damn game? They are grown, let them live." Ashley said.
"So you support her slutting around? That's not being a good friend," Haruhi glared. My eyebrows rose. Slutting around? I could chop her throat. Before I could say anything Fred spoke.
"Slutting around? Because I decided to sleep in her room, that makes her a slut?" Fred glared.
"No. But that hickey on your neck surely says something." She said, His hand instantly went to it. He then glared.
"It's not a hickey. If you must know, I bruise easily, and she popped with a rubber band." He lied, she blushed looking embarrassed. I pressed my lips together, then spoke before she could analyze his bruise more.
"Even if it was a hickey, it's not your business. Stop butting into our situation, or better yet, other people's situations. If you don't know the whole story, then don't speak. Let's go." I turned to walk to my room. Fred followed.
"She's a piece of work." He spoke, putting our food on my desk. I kneeled at my mini fridge.
"Pepsi or sprite?" I asked.
"Pepsi," He replied.
"Yeah, I don't know her issue. She's always like that," I stood and walked to him. I handed him his soda. He thanked me before opening it. "But, we might have to cover this up." I rubbed the mark on his neck.
"Good thing I brought my concealer." He said. I giggled at that statement. He rolled his eyes then half smiled at me. "Sure, make fun of your boyfriend."
"I will," I grinned at him. He snorted, then pecked my lips.
"Let's watch the movie, Princess."
"Okie Dokie,"