Giving my brothers behavior, I can't say I'm surprised by the fact that my mate has a checkered past. That's not to say I'm happy about it but there's nothing that I can change about it either . Perhaps I'm his punishment from the Moon Goddess for his lecherous behavior. Now he has no other choice except to be celibate as a monk for the next four years. As for me, I had already mentally prepared myself for women pursuing my mate when I accepted to stay here with Zack.
I would be a fool not to know this was going to happen . Every shewolf on the internet raves about how sexy Zack is and what they want to do with him. I have actually read their comments, and let me tell you,some of them are very explicit.
He's an Alpha male and they attract females like ants at a picnic. Not only that ,Zack is extremely good looking. He has black hair and light gray eyes almost the color of polished steel shrouded by dark thick eyelashes, well shaped eyebrows, full lips and handsome chiseled features . Zack also looks way more mature than his young age of eighteen.His pure blooded Alpha genes have certainly worked their magic.
Zack appears to be in his early twenties, but that's not surprising to me. Because Doctor Lance explained the reason for this. I had noticed that my brother's face has started to change rapidly in the last few months and I thought something might be wrong with him.
I asked Doctor Lance about it and he explained that Pure blooded Alpha's start to look like young adults when they are about seventeen years old. He said In ancient times it was useful in battle if the current Alpha got wounded. The Young Alpha would take over for his father and the more mature features gave them the look of wisdom. Or some crap like that .
Now days the only thing I can think of where this could be useful is to get into a bar or buy alcohol in a human city. And it seems like my mate takes advantage of that quite frequently.
However, I have to admit I was a little surprised to see that human girl come over to our table and throw herself at Zack. I thought humans were way more conservative when it came to casual sex then werewolves are.
Well I guess I was wrong about that too. The same way I was wrong about thinking my sister and Hanna wouldn't engage in casual hook ups. This makes me worry that Jaylee is right, perhaps I'm just to naive.Maybe I should read more about this subject.
" Sweetheart" I heard Zack say, pulling me out of my mussing.
The sound of his voice making me realize I had been blankly staring out the jeep window lost in my thoughts about everyone's promiscuous behavior and my lack of knowledge. And from the scenery in front of me it seems like I have been doing it for quite a while now. I turned in my seat to see concern written all over Zack's handsome face. Making me wonder if he had ask me something earlier and I was to zoned out to hear him.
" Yes?" I murmured, plastering a smile on my face in an attempt to make it appear like I was just enjoying the view.
" Is something wrong?"He ask worriedly, with thoes steel gray eyes searching my face questionably.
" No" I murmured, and shook my head.
" Then what's with all the discombobulated feelings coming from the bond? Sweetheart,
tell me what's got your thoughts so scattered maybe I can help."Zack murmured, reaching across the console for my hand.
" Sex!" I blurted out, Oh dear lord just shoot me a why the hell did I say that. I immediately clamped my hand over my mouth.
Zack slammed on the breaks tossing me forward and making the seatbelt bite into my shoulder.
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Zack
It's a good thing we were out in the middle of nowhere headed back up the mountain trail. Because I was blind sided by Andie's confession and slammed on the breaks stopping the jeep abruptly.
I threw the gear shift up in park and spun my head around in my girl's direction. Asking calmly as I could manage."What about sex sweetheart?"
My mind started spinning and honestly I didn't want to have this conversation. I was definitely nervous about what she might say and prayed that young teenage girls didn't masturbate. I don't believe my heart can take that conversation.But I rather she get answers from me then hear some filthy shit from someone like her sister.
"Nothing" she groaned hiding her face behind her palms.
Resisting the urge to laugh at her cuteness I tilted the steering wheel up and unbuckled both our seatbelts pulling her over into my lap. And as expected she buried her face in my chest and refused to look at me.
" There's nothing for you to be embarrassed about sweetheart. Just tell me what you don't understand and I will try my best to explain it to you." I coaxed, while running my hand through her long silky hair.
" It's nothing" she mumbled,into my chest her little cheeks getting redder by the second. She's so fucking adorable.
Realizing this wasn't working I pushed her head back so I could see her beautiful face and quickly changed tactics.
"Sweetheart you do realize that I'm going to hold your hand while you give birth to our children. Right? So what's so embarrassing that you can't tell me?" I ask seriously,letting her grasp that mental image. I grinned when her mouth dropped open and to my relief at least she responded with a different word besides nothing.
"What?"She yelped,blinking thoes gorgeous blue eyes at me.
" You heard me, Did you think I would stay in a waiting room and pace the floor while you bring our children into this world?" I shook my head and leaned in so that we were almost nose to nose " Not a chance baby, Now go on and tell me what's got you so rattled" I ordered
leaned back and waited patiently for her to respond . We're having this conversation there's no way in hell I'm going to allow someone to fill my girls head with some nasty bullshit.
She closed her big blue eyes and shook her head "It's really nothing, I just didn't know so many people were so.. so...promiscuous." She stuttered dropping her gaze towards my chest.
Momentarily I was left speechless, I wasn't really expecting anything like this. To be honest I thought she might have a question about sexual positions. Or, I don't know,
something fucking else besides loose morals. I'm not really the best person to be talking to about promiscuous behavior .Considering I have always been an active participant . But I cleared my throat grasped her chin and tilting her head up so I see those blue eyes and gave it my best shot.
"Well sweetheart,there's a lot of people in our society that's not really interested in long term relationships or any type of relationship for that matter. Not everyone, but there is quite a few mostly young people,there are some older people but not as many. Anyway sweetheart, as you know Werewolves are usually waiting on their soulmate so they never commit themselves to anyone until they met that one person made just for them,their one true soulmate. And as far as humans go they have a lot of different reasons for not wanting a long-standing relationship. Some of them are focusing on their careers,some on their education, some may have had a bad experience before in a previous relationship and aren't ready to commit themselves again. There's also some humans who just like to be free to choose a different partner every night. But the one thing they all have in common is that they like sex. Therefore they go out and hook up with like minded people." I tried to explain delicately as possible because Andie's my future lover, wife, and the future mother of my children.Tainting her young mind with anything crude or negative about sex would be the equivalent to me cutting off my own dick.
So I held my breath and desperately hoped I answered any questions she might have because I really didn't have much left. I watched carefully as she pinched her little brows together trying to process what I said.
" So, do you consider this acceptable behavior ?"She finally ask, sending my mind reeling. Where the fuck is she going with this? I wondered.
" I..well .. yes sweetheart."I stumbled out honestly,unwilling to tell Andie a lie.Honesty is very important to me in our relationship. "Just as long as everyone involved is of legal age and honest with what they want from the other person. I see absolutely nothing wrong with it, now I don't approve of playing head games. Like when someone tells the other person they are interested in a monogamous relationship and their not. Or people who use others for their own personal gain."
" You never led a girl on, and let her think you were interested in dating her?" Andie ask suspiciously.
I cackled like Skyler " Sweetheart I have never been on a date before. The only girl I have ever wanted to go on a date with is you."
" No way!" My girl shouted, then laughed snorted like that was the most hilarious thing she ever heard.
"It's true sweetheart, I have never been out on a date with a girl before. I'm not a saint but I have been very carful to never lead anyone on. I have never took a girl to dinner or any other type of date. When me and Skyler went out to the clubs I never singled out a girl and bought her drinks or ask anyone to dance with me. Now I have bought a few rounds of drinks for the whole bar . But I swear to the Moon Goddess sweetheart ,You will be my first date." I vowed,leaning forward and stilling a kiss from her cheek.
My girl smiled shyly but she wasn't letting me off the hook that easily. Her expression quickly turned perplexed then she ask about that shit show with Brandy this morning.
" If you have never given anyone the impression that you were interested in dating them, then why is that girl Brandy so upset about you finding your soulmate?"
" I don't really know sweetheart,Brandy grew up in the Pack house with me and Skyler perhaps she's upset because I found my soulmate before she did." I said the first thing that tumbled out of my mouth without going into sorted details.
Andie didn't need to know about the wild shit I've done with Skyler and Brandy. Brandy's big into roll play and gets off on having two dominant males at the same time and that's something I really don't think my girl would understand.
Andie sighed " She seems to be a lot like my sister."
" She is sweetheart,so don't let anything she says bother you." I murmured, leaning forward kissing my girls cheek, I turned her around facing the trail and put the jeep back in gear uttered from over her shoulder " Drive us on home sweetheart."