Ivan
I repeat this because I feel it has to be said. This thing is nothing like the movies. If they made a movie about it, half of it would be so dull you'd walk out of the theater, at least if you had to watch it. The experience is very different. It's nonstop and overwhelming. You go in with this perception of violence and danger, so you prepare for that, and when you go in, you realize you were wrong.
Even the word lust isn't what you think.
You hear it, and your brain makes an assumption. It makes you think of sex, kinks, and desire, but there's more to it than that, and I wasn't prepared for it. I sure as hell wasn't ready to end up in a therapy session with a group of other people who looked as confused as everyone else. Honestly, I thought I'd have to deal with succubus and having to fight my deepest kinks from consuming me. It was such a shock that I almost turned around and walked out.
