Stop!!!
An inner voice in me cried. Just as we were about to kiss, I snapped back into reality and questioned myself on what I was doing, no, what we were doing, basically we were just the employer and his employee who was going to be paid handsomely once she did the job right and this was not part of the job.
I pushed his chest downwards and stared at him in confusion. He too looked away in confusion as if someone else were here then what one would say was that I tried to seduce him when it was in fact the other way round, since this morning ever since the bathroom incident I've been getting all sorts of feelings that I was being flirted with. Was he playing with me, did he want to try with me and then throw me to a corner once he was done, if not then why would he freely give himself to a stranger that night, yes I was that stranger but why would he just agree to spend a night with a strange woman.
Wake up Lilian, it's not what you're thinking. He's only toying with you.