"..Dear Xandra
I decided to write to you this letter because i believe you can hear me. I mean, am not quite sure b-but somehow i believe. And i need you to listen to me.
"Ready?"He asked
"Anh! she nodded and wore her affectionate smile.
"Let's go!" Nick said
Her eyes were fixed on his hands as he was opening the envelope"
She mantained her posture hearing and contemplating every word that he wrote on that letter. Her eyes were glued on him all that time. She was filled with joy and sorrow at the same time, as seeing him suffer in such pain. It was evidently that her heart were so taken although she didn't want him to be in pain like that.
Every word he spoke carried a hammer that was hitting her heart so hard. and without knowing a drop of tear came out. but before Nick had seen it, her spirit being had already wiped it off. She wasn't ready to confuse him with any thoughts, although there were alot of things that were happening behind that he didn't know and wished to tell him atleast for him to know that everything was fine.
She observed him shading tears infront of her. the weren't just tears, they had a sound that was really so loud and hit her the most.
"N-Nic.." She wanted to say something but after she had reminisced that her spirit couldn't make a sound, she hesitated for a while but again struggled so much to make even a sign for him to understand, but nothing could work.
She cursed her fate for putting him in so much pain. She wished that she could wipe off his tears.
"He is going through all these because of me"
"No! i need to do something"
"I mean, how can i leave him like that"
"How.. How!"
"God, cant you just give him a sign" She was about to weep when she heard him saying
"This world doesn't give me true meaning of life without you xandra.. i-i.. "
"Aw"
Her heart and her mind were so moved all at once, she suddenly started feeling pain and her mind started having vigorously flashes scratching every past moment, childhood, college,at work, current ones, and so for, so fast that she could handle and wept bitterly.
It was so much for her to handle and that affected her heart beats... her brain demanded more blood, her veins begun to dilate and her senses started to show some signs of awakening but her heart muscles performed beyond there normal capabilities they couldn't go further.
"Nic-
"W-where a-re you?"
"Don't leave m-"with her fading little voice her eyes finally became totally dark.