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Chapter 10 - Chapter 9: This Can't Be Happening

It's been around an hour since I broke down and I'm feeling a little better. I hope May can get me out of here. I look down and the blue glow is gone. Maybe it's because I'm so drained. I sat there waiting wishing I could sleep so it could be tomorrow. I wanted to see May. Then someone knocked on the door thinking it was May. I said the doors open and who walked in I didn't expect to see. It was my head doctor. I don't know what his name is or why he seems so vaguely familiar but I say hello seeing what he would say. I could feel something from him and it wasn't words, it was a lot of anger. This was the first time this has happened so I didn't know what to do. On the outside, he looked calm and sweet but on the inside, he's angry, sad, and… And vengeful? Weird. He just stood there staring at me for a bit. So I said hello again but before I finished saying hello he cut me off. He yelled, "DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME??" I was shocked I didn't even know him before this. "I don't know what you're talking about," I said calmly but there was a quiver in my voice. "You don't remember your father Amelia" He laughed a little and turned away. I looked at him like he was crazy because my Dad died when I was 2. But I look at him closely and then I see it. I wouldn't call him my father anymore though. He looks 50 years older than when I was 2. "Hello Dad,'" I said quietly. "DON'T... DON'T CALL ME YOUR DAD" "I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FATHER, YOU KILLED THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, IT'S YOUR FAULT WE DIVORCED IN THE FIRST PLACE AMELIA" I didn't know what to say. I always thought my Dad loved me more than anything. Like dads were supposed to. ¨WELL MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOUR JUST A LOUSY FATHER, ABANDONING THEIR KID WHEN THEY WERE TWO. WHAT THE HECK.¨. HE looked madder if possible and I was close to tears but I didn't give up. I didn't show him how sad I was. ¨THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING, YOU ARE VILE, YOU ARE INSANE AND IT'S YOUR OWN FAULT THAT MOM DIDN'T LOVE YOU NOT MINE¨ I yelled. He look at me like he was about to snap my neck ¨THE ONLY REASON YOU AREN'T DEAD RIGHT NOW IS BECAUSE I CAN'T KILL YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HOSPITAL, NO OTHER REASON". "I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU, YOUR ARE NOTHING TO ME" He yelled loudly. "WELL FINE IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO KILL ME. DO IT I DARE YOU". Da- he looked livid. I knew I made a mistake saying that. He looked at me then at the cameras. I looked at him and saw him grab 2 scalpels from his pocket. He threw one at the camera breaking it and then he looked at me with murder in his eyes. I started backing up because he started going towards me with the scalpel pointed at me. "Don't you dare come near me with that scalpel" I say, my voice quivering? "Why you dared me?" He said with malice. He stopped in his tracks and we were a little bit away. My back against the wall I had no escape. He threw the scalpel near my head. I managed to get my head away from it. That's when I felt pain in my shoulder. I do the first thing I think of and start screaming for help. D-- The Dr runs to the door right before he can open it. May bursts in and knocks him out. "M..a...y" I whimper, feeling faint. " How bad is my shoulder". May looks like all the blood has drained out of her when I say that. I look over to my left shoulder and see the scalpel went completely through it and is slightly lodged in the wall. I also see blood running down the wall, a lot of blood. May runs over to me and says something I can't understand. I feel like I'm going to blackout soon and I try to tell May that but I can't say anything. I can't think of anything but going to sleep now. I start closing my eyes and stop thinking. The world turns dark…..