Sitting in his office all alone, murmuring "I tried to get away from the house by lying about a board meeting. Having no choice I left a message very early for Miss John to call the meeting so I won't be found out. Now I am lying about the family gathering which I have no intention of attending.
From one lie to another just because I wanted to meet this Jessy who responded to my kiss. "Oh Lord, just as I disappoint everyone I got the same backlash, this feeling is not good"
"Well, Brent my boy, as the saying goes, what goes around comes around, and what you don't like for yourself don't give to others."
"I know, I shouldn't have lied to mom but she is spoiling my plan, and why did You make her come home earlier? You know I love her very much but I don't need her help to find the person I love, I need your help and I am sorry but I will remember this lesson that lying is a sin and You hate it."
After his small talk, he tries consoling himself but that heavy shadow of disappointment seems to consume and pierce his heart with heaviness so deep he felt like a wounded animal.
Whispering to himself, "Why is this happening, I have waited so long thinking that all the stories I heard, were just a lie, but that one kiss had softened my heart and made it like jello.
It also makes me a believer that there is such a thing as true love. All I want right now is to feel her lips on mine and be mesmerised. It was like nothing I had experienced before.
"Lord, I know You know my thoughts and You understand what my body is feeling, I want to feel that fire, that touch that makes the very core of my soul cry out to be touched by love.
I have been on a quest to taste what true love is all about for so long, I even thought Johanna was the one but You allowed me to kiss Jessy. I now see, if I had thought that Johanna was the one I kiss, I would have been deceived and made an enormous blunder.
Lord, how can I not thank You for opening my eyes, and granting me the favour to see my shortcoming and for helping me to know the truth? I now know it was You who was leading me all along."
Absorbed in his own world he continues to whisper, "Lord, I have kept myself knowing this body is a temple of the Holy Ghost, and You are the God of love. So if this young lady is my true love, I am asking You to help me to meet her again, please."
After so many months, of returning to Johanna, only to hear she was getting married, Brent knew she was the closest thing to giving him a sleepless night.
Now, I don't know where to begin looking for this Jessy person. Is she living in Little Rock or another state, the only person who could help me now is Johanna?'