Lucas had a fever all night because he helped an old lady sell all her foods even though it's raining hard and lucas is getting wet in the rain, because he knows the feeling that whenever he need the help but no one person who will help them that's why he thought of helping other people, he didn't think twice about helping other people and especially to the person who needs help.
" grandmother your foods are sold out and because the rain is to heavy, I bought you an umbrella so you can't get wet and go home to your family.",lucas
"Thank you so much for your help, you have a good heart and don't you need an umbrella",grandmother
"I'm ready wet in the rain that's why I'll just run home, and you need an umbrella more grandmother so you don't get sick",lucas
"Thank you so much for your help, okay i'm going home now and i have money to buy a food for my grandchildren and that's because of you, be careful when you go home",grandmother
"It's okay as long as i can help other people i will help them, and you too grandmother be careful and walk slowly beacuse the road is slippery because of the rain",lucas
"Thank you, take care too",grandmother
and because I'm cold i ran fast because it's so cold.
*Home*
"lucas the rain is heavy, where did you come from?",david
"I jogging for while outside and i got away from here, then i didn't bring an umbrella and i didn't expect it to rain so i got wet",lucas
"you jogging, maybe you didn't digest what you ate earlier", david
"maybe because of that,okay I'm going to take a bath.
woohh, it's cold",lucas
"Don't you have school tomorrow?",david
"i don't have school tomorrow, we'll back on monday",lucas
"okay, I'm leaving now lucas, i'll be able to go home tomorrow night",david
"okay david take care",lucas
when i finished shower i turned off the light so i can rest.
"I feel like I'm going to get sick, maybe I'm just tired and when I sleep tomorrow I'll be healed",lucas
*Yesha House*
"This is lucas notebook, i borrowed this from him yesterday, there is still an assignment to do here in this subject. maybe lucas is awake, so i can go to lucas in their house",yesha
"yesha where are you going?",auntie
"to my classmate auntie i will go to their house i will juts return the notebook",yesha
"okay take care",auntie
*7:45 am*
I walked to lucas house because their house is just near our house.
*door bell*
"lucas, are you awake?",yesha
*door bell*
"ouch,my head hurts",lucas
I looked at the time and it's 8 am in the morning, i wondered because it's impossible that david did the door bell because he had the key to the house.
and because I am slowly coming out of my room because I am not feeling well and my eyes are spinning around me like I just want to fall.
"who is that?",lucas
"yesha what are you doing here, the weather is cold why aren't you wearing a jacket?",lucas
"wait why do you look pale lucas, are you sick?,yesha
I held lucas forehead and looked to see if he had a fever.
"lucas, you have a high fever",yesha
"that's nothing because I'm just tired and lack of rest, it will be gone when I can rest",lucas
"have you taken your medicine lucas",yesha
"why are you here yesha?",lucas
"is there someone who is taking care of you lucas, do you have someone in your house?",yesha
"Do you need something yesha?",lucas
"are you sure are you okay",yesha
"I really can't take it anymore yesha can i rely on your catch",lucas
My body really couldn't take it maybe because i was so tired and got wet in the rain last night
"lucas!lucas , wake up",yesha
and because I can't leave lucas alone I'm the one who took care of him and I'm just waiting for him to wake up and when he's okay I'll go home
I took cold water and put the towel there and then put it on lucas forehead.
and i cooked hot soup so that lucas could take medicine and go down some somehow his high fever.
"Lucas,wake up, I cooked hot soup so that you can take medicine",yesha
"ah my headache is hurt",lucas
I sit slowly because my eyesight is still spinning.
"yesha what are you doing here?",lucas
"you forgot that i wore a door bell then you fell but don't worry, I stabbed my shoulder then after that i asking for help from other people to get you in your room",yesha
"sorry yesha I didn't expect that i would fall",lucas
"lucas do you have a problem? but if you don't want to tell it's fine,I won't ask you anything else",yesha
"ahm yesha thank you for taking care of me, and for what you cooked for me it's so delicious",lucas
"you really liked what i cooked for you?",yesha
"of course and another one thanks for your care with me",lucas
"thank you to, because you liked what i cooked for you ",yesha
The few times i've been with yesha I'm so happy, and what i can't tell about my problem with her but she'll really wait to tell her and she won't force you, and another one she is good at taking care.
and that's why the person who will love him is lucky, and the person he will love.
"How are you feeling lucas? is there anything that hurt you?",yesha
she touched my forehead and then I took her hand and put it on my chest where my heart is near.
"here, here it hurts so much",lucas
"you might be suffering so much because of what you are feeling right now",yesha
I bow down and let go of her hand.
and suddenly she came near and hugged me.
"You did this to me when i had a problem, you hugged me and now I'm the one who will do that to you so just let me do this to you",yesha
whenever you do something for me you know yesha i like you more, and the harder it will be for me to forget you.
"if you want to cry, just cry and if you want to tell your problem i will listen to your problem",yesha
Don't do that thing like this yesha because I expect too much and everytime i hope i get hurt even more.
"what will i do with a love that i am the only one who feels",lucas
"make her feel how much you love her",yesha
"everytime i do that thing i get so hurt",lucas
" if you are ready to love, you are also ready to get hurt.
do you still remember what you said to me and now i'm the one to tell you this",yesha
"Do you know how much pain I feel i don't know what to do",lucas
"as you said again.
you will undure the pain until it is gone",lucas
"Do you know that you made me feel better",lucas
"you are also like that, the day you hugged me, i felt better and thank you lucas",yesha
I removed myself from her hug and i wiped her tears in her eyes while she was just looking at me.
"it's embrassing because it's a woman who comfort a man ",lucas
and somehow in what i said, i made her smile
"it's okay to do that for a woman to comfort his boy bestfriend",yesha
"Did you know that you gave me hope",lucas
"don't get sick again lucas, avoid getting sick and if you have a problem you can tell me",yesha
"and if you have a problem,tell me that i can do something when you are hurt",lucas
"I am luck because I have a caring friend",yesha
"I am also lucky because I have a friend like you who is so beautiful and kindly and most of all, you are very good at caring thank you",lucas
And at this time i don't want the tomorrow comes for us, If i can just stay like this with you and be happy I wouldn't wish for tomorrow to come us,and i don't want to think that you'll be with someone else because it's too much it hurts me and i can't accept it and i Can't take it to be with someone else, I don't know what to do when i lose you.
"Don't you have a fever anymore?",yesha
"I don't have fever anymore because the doctor who took care is so good at caring",lucas
"I'm happy to hear that from my patient and I'm happy that you're getting better",yesha
"yes thank you doctor yesha your patient got well soon because you are a very good at caring for your patient",lucas
*6:29 pm*
"Lucas I'm going home now. I'm sure that my auntie is waiting for me at home, and all the things i cooked for you eat all and then take the medicine so that you will be better completely",yesha
"I will bring you to your house",lucas
"no it's fine lucas our house is near here and your fever might come back so i take care myself, don't worry about me",yesha
"take care and call me when you get home",lucas
"really need to call",yesha
*smile*
"yes, it's important so i know you're safe to go home",lucas
"okay fine, I'll call you so you'll calm down",yesha
and because of what hapened today, I haven't lost hope that yesha will love me, even though for now everything is complicated but i will prove to her how much I love her and how serious i am in my love for her.
Why is this how i feel about lucas? it's not the look of feel for just a friend, maybe because I only feel happy.
I just noticed that lucas is handsome especially when he is smiling and looking at me.
*Home*
(phone ring...)
yesha calling lucas
"Hello lucas, I'm home now and get well soon",yesha
"yes of course i did it for you, and thanks because you call me",lucas
"why? are you waiting for my call?",yesha
"of course, as long as it comes from you",lucas
"alright, take a rest now",yesha
"yes you too, thank you for caring of me",lucas
David enterd the door without me noticing.
"what i heard thanks for taking care of me?",David
"David, have you been there for a while now?",lucas
"no just a second, and you are sick?",david
"yes because i got wet in the rain last night, but just a little more rest and I'm gonna better",lucas
*smile*
"it looks like you're not sick because you're too happy for the sick",david
*I am just looking at lucas while he is busy on his cell phone while smiling*
"David, did you know that yesha took care of me",lucas
"How did she know you were sick",david
"She will return the notebook, she wore a door bell, i thought at first it was you, then when i opened the gate i was surprised that it was yesha",lucas
"Then everything started, what else? lucas tell a story more",david
"wait why your eyes like that, heyy david stop blinking your eyes while looking at me aishh and that's my privacy it's just minee",lucas
"hey lucas you already know privacy privacy, even just a little, tell me more what happened",david
I looked at david and saw his eyes seducing just to tell him the sweet moments that happened to me and yesha.
David came to me and then he hugged me and he is blink his eyes while looking at me.
"Hey david, stay away from me aishh you are so annoying",lucas
"you can still tell me stories even just once",david
"okay okay okay david just stop to annoy me.
because of my emotions, I almost admitted that i like her and it's good that i could stop myself and i didn't say anything else with her",lucas
"you know when there's a chance and your heart is ready for whatever happens once you confess to her",david
"But right now i'm not ready to get hurt",lucas
"you know your love and what you are doing to him its Love in sadness",david
"why did you say love in sadness",lucas
"Because you love in sadness even if someone loves you, you still choose to love her even though you are hurt and sad because of that love",david
"This is how it is when you love someone even though you are having a hard time with yourself, you can't help it because it's so hard to leave beacuse of the love i feel for her",lucas
"you already know what you're doing because you're already big and i hope someday yesha will know how much my cousin loves her so that she can replace the love in sadness that you're feeling",david
"you always make me strong and thank you because i have a cousin like you",lucas
"if you need help i'm always here for you",david
"i am also like that to you david",lucas
Because of what happened to me today and the best thing that happened when yesha came into my life, I was so happy I couldn't get yesha out of my mind that no matter, what time it is and I need to sleep but I'm having a hard time thinking of yesha, wow this is how you love so much. and I can only say one thing tonight.
i wish the sun won't rise and stay like this.
"YOU CAN'T STOP LOVE, BECAUSE WHEN YOU FEEL IT, IT WILL CONTINUE EVEN IF YOU ALREADY LOVE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF SADNESS YOU STILL TRY IF YOU HAVE HOPE FOR THE PERSON YOU LOVE.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH LOVING SOMEONE THAT'S WHY WHEN WE LOVE EACH OTHER WE GET HURT, THAT'S WHY WE GET HURT BECAUSE WE LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
AND WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THAT IT'S NOT TRUE LOVE WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE BECAUSE YOU GET HURT, THAT'S NOT TRUE.
BECAUSE YOU LOVE THEM, YOU DO EVERYTHING BUT YOU STILL GET HURT WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU NEED TO STOP, BUT IT'S NOT THAT EASY TO MOVE ON AND I KNOW THAT, BUT EVEN THOUGHT IT'S HARD WE CAN STILL MAKE IT BECAUSE IF WE GIVE UP NOTHING WILL HAPPEN BECAUSE WE ARE JUST HARD, IT'S BETTER THAT YOU ARE FIGHTING AND CAN HANDLE THE PROBLEM OF AND YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN IN YOUR HEART GONE.
YOU DID WHAT YOU CAN, GIVE UP BECAUSE IT'S FOR YOURSELF AND NOT FOR OTHERS.
YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY AND NEVER GIVE UP ON SOMETHING BECAUSE EVERYTHING HAS AN END.
YOU DID WHAT YOU CAN AND SHOW THEM AND IT'S TIME FOR YOURSELF.
YOU DID WELL.