*My love is full of sadness but even though it's like that I don't lose hope that yesha can love me, no matter what other people say to me that even if they judge me.
I won't stop my love for yesha because I know there is hope no matter how long it take I will wait until hope is come*
*David enters my room*
"Lucas don't you have any plans to do this vacation?",david
"I don't think of doing anything right now",lucas
"will you just be sad until your vacation is over, you know the vacation is a waste if you are just at home",david
"why are you thinking of doing something",lucas
"I have plans and I'm sure you'll love it",david
"next time david i don't have the mood right now",lucas
"even if this is about yesha?",david
"what about yesha do you have a plan ?",lucas
*and because david said i don't want to know that*
"Do you remember when you brought yesha to the fireworks?,I also planned to bring her there again and I will take care of the fireworks",david
"are you sure about that?",lucas
"yes, it's time to confess to her, as long as I'm just supporting you",david
"I'm really lucky with my cousin, okay I'll just change my outfit",lucas
*I immediatelly change my outfit*
"David it's up to you,I'll just call you when it's okay",lucas
"go get yesha and I'll go first",david
*me run from house yesha*
*door bell*
*the gate opened but yesha auntie opened it*
"how are you auntie, yesha is here?",lucas
"yesha is not here she lefet earlier",auntie
"where is she going",lucas
"what i heard at the fireworks she was going",lucas
"why are you looking for her?",auntie
"I just want to ask something okay, I'll go first, thank you",lucas
*I bow down and symbol of respect.
and I immediately took the bus to get to where I brought yesha*
"yeshaa",lucas
*me screaming so loud cause she might hear me.
so i just did and turned around cause i might see her*
(phone ring...)
*David Calling*
"Hello david",lucas
"what is everyone ready are you with yesha?",david
*when i saw yesha, i forgot that i was talking to david.
and when i approached yesha i see enzo with her*
"Hello lucas? did something happen?",david
"David i think the our plan has eneded this",lucas
"why didn't it continue?wait, where are you? don't leave there I will come to you okay",david
*instantly put the fireworks I bought back in the box and ran to lucas*
"Lucas where is yesha why aren't you with her?",david
"She is with Enzo",lucas
*when i looked where lucas was looking i saw that enzo and yesha are together*
"Do you want us to approach?",david
"no david it's okay, it's enough for me to look at her while smiling away from her",lucas
"lucas don't you have anything to do?",david
"I think it's better to just go home",lucas
"lucas you should make a way",david
*lucas kept walking si I approached him to stop him*
"Hey lucas, are you always going to get hurt because of yesha!",david
"She likes someone else, I haven't been able to say that I like her but she tells what i see right now",lucas
"That's why you get hurt, you know why because you just let it go",david
"even if I do something, do you think yesha will come to me",lucas
"can you give up now",david
*and lucas continued walking again*
* I didn't do anything that's why I just followed lucas while walk to going home*
*when we got homeucas got locked in his room*
"Lucas, it's really like that, because no one loves dosen't get hurt, so it's okay to get hurt",David
*I heard lucas crying*
"Lucas I'm sorry because I can't do anything to relieve the pain you're feeling, all I can do is to console you in your problem, it's okay to cry when you're hurt",david
*me sitting and leaning on her bedroom door*
"You will just cry so that the pain that you feel will be lessened, but don't give up just fight, because when you give up, it will be more difficult for you",david
*lucas stop cry*
"what are you doing to my door david?",lucas
"I know you need someone to talk to that's why I'm staying here at your door sitting",david
*lucas open his door and look at me*
"stand up there",lucas
"are you okay?",david
*he walks out of him room and sits in the chair*
"I really love yesha and it's hard to avoid",lucas
*i also sat next to lucas*
"Because you really love her that's why you are hurt because you are the only one who loves the two of you, but this is not the right time for you to admit what you feel for her, there is the right time for you",david
"Thank you for always being there for me david",lucas
"That's why don't be so sad anymore and you know something good will happen to you",david
"come on david I'm going to sleep I'm too tired today, good night david",lucas
"It's okat lucas will get hurt because of love, okay i'm going to sleep too",david
*Lucas went up and went to his room*
"BEING HURT BECAUSE OF LOVE IS JUST NORMAL AND CRYING BECAUSE OF LOVE IS OKAY, BECAUSE YOU ARE HURT BECAUSE YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH"