I'm a high school student and it's my first time that i'm in love with my classmate.
It's our first day in school and our teacher is calling our first name and you will just stand up when your name is called.
and because the boys are called first, and of course i looked at most of them,
But there was a man who captured my heart when his name was called. he stood with a smile on her face and you'll really fall in love especially when you stare in her eyes.
And I didn't expect our eyes to meet, that's why I had a hard time avoiding this, and i didn't notice that my teacher was calling me because i only focused on him.
That's why my friend poked me and i came to my senses i was shoked, and most of my classmates laughed while looking at me.
I suddenly stood up and told ma'am that.
"Ma'am did you call my name"
While i told that to ma'am i was really nervous.
"yes, i've been calling your name for while now and are you sick" , ma'am
"no ma'am i'm fine"
I sat and looked at him again, when i looked at him he was still looking at me and smiling,
maybe he laughed because of me. that's why i avoided looking and i'm really ashamed of what happened.
My friend asked me what happened and why so I didn't hear anything when ma'am called me.
" Hey yesha, did something happen?" ,erica
She asked while she was also laughing.
"Nothing i was just thinking so I didn't notice that ma'am was calling me" ,yesha
I don't know what to do i feel like i'm shy and really ashamed of my classmate.
"are you sure you're okay?" ,erica
and she still keeps on laughing.
"i'm really not going to be okay cause you laught out loud"
I just bowed down in and looked at him again.
"are you not carried away?",lucas
a question to me by one of my classmates.
"What do you mean?" ,yesha
"I've been looking at you since earlier, and it's obvious that you like someone you've been looking at since earlier" , lucas
"wait, how did you say that I like him? , yesha
"Enzo is the name of the one you've been looking at for a while, my classmate since elementary but he's not my friend" , lucas
All I can is he's really too good when it comes to love.
"I am yesha",yesha
I reached my hand because i am introducing myself, and it is also a symbol that i want to know his name.
"I'm lucas but if you want call me luke",lucas
"Nice to meet you luke",yesha
"I am also like that to you yesha" ,lucas
"Yeshaaaa,come let's have a recess I'm hungry"
"e'm luke she's erica,
erica he is luke, our new freind"
"It's a miracle it's yesha first time to have a male friend and you're also the first" ,erica
"It's really your first time?",lucas
"yeah funny isn't it.?",yesha
"no it's okay,actually it's funny that i'm the first one",lucas
"Lucas let's eat I'm hungry",erica
"let's go to the canteen",lucas
we went to the canteen and because my mind was slightly floating because i also lack sleep. when i got water, i didn't notice that enzo is next to me, let's say that i already have a crush on him. and because I'm going to get water, I didn't expect that he's going to get it, when i already swallowed the water, he touched my hand and my eyes became big and i was surprised when i looked at enzo, that's why i asked for forgiveness and said it it's also because i didn't notice you and he said that it's okay and because i'm the first to get the water, he only took different drinks. when i looked at him i saw that he gave it to one of my classmates actually i knew her because she became my classmate until the end of elementary. and it's just now that I became my classmate again when we went to high school. I was surprised because they knew each other,when i walked back to the room, I didn't notice that erica was coming front of me and the hot coffee was spilled on my uniform that she was giving to me.
"Oh my, yesha are you alright?",erica
"are you okay?",lucas
"of course it's not hurt to much",yesha
while i am looking at enzo and abby, while i also see that both of them are happy.
I don't know why i feel like this, it's like because i'm in love.
"okay erica, go ahead in the room, i will just change my uniform",yesha
i went to the toilet to change my uniform and i just felt the hot coffee that was thrown at me, it was a bit painful but what i am feeling now is more painful.
"why my heart is hurt",lucas
I followed yesha without her noticing because she was thinking too much when she saw enzo and abby together, and i wen to come yesha to comfort her.
What about me who someone comfort me, because at this time i like someone else but she is in love with another man, love is so crazy you almost don't know what to do with, what you feel.
" lucas what are you doing here",yesha
"are you okay?",lucas
"yeah it's not that painful",yesha
"are you sure?",lucas
I was just looking at her eyes that wanted to cry, when she looked at me immediately avoided looking at her so often she was not uncomfortable with me.
"Thank you for concern for me",yesha
"as a friend can i hug you, yesha",lucas
I didn't wait for his answer and I just hugged her.
"when you have problems I'm here and ready to listen to all your problems",lucas
"Lucas, did you fall in love?",yesha
I don't know what to answer to his question because mine, is the way she feels right now.
"When you love someone, your heart should be ready to be hurt",lucas
i stopped hugging her and i turned my back because i knew she wanted to cry so i cover her so much no one could see her crying.
"what if you heart is not ready to get hurt, when you love",yesha
"you will endure the pain, until it's ripe",lucas
"Lucas, Thank you for being there to comfort me",yesha
"wherever my friend is happy, i will do everything just to make you happy",lucas
"lucas, I'll go first in the room,after what you're doing, just follow",yesha
"Okay go ahead",lucas
As i look at her away from me, my mind tells my heart, that I should stop liking her, but my heart tells me in my mind, that you just fight because you know you have hope for the person you love.
"THERE IS NOTHING HARD TO LOVE,
IF YOUR LOVE FOR SOMEONE IS TRUE"