With the permission from both of her parents, Camellia leave the kitchen after finish wash all the dishes they used. Washing the dishes with cold water really make ones shiver and almost cause her hands getting cramps. She quickly wipe all the dripping water droplets and walks near the furnace to warm up her hands a little bit. She need to make some preparation.
The cold weather make all her preparation getting harder. Camellia need to wear something thick and warm in order to face the harsh weather at night. She arrange a set of clothes that she will wear them for the night. She match and put them in her clothes wardrobe carefully to make sure she have everything she need.
She doesn't want her plan to stop the war being failed just because she not wearing the warm clothes and pass out on her way. That will be an embarrassment and will cause chaos as the war will reach her village.
Only after finish her outfit she then proceed to sit at her study table near the door of her bedroom. She want to write something for her parents before she leave. Camellia want to explain everything that she had been hiding from them. They deserved to know the truth from her.
While writing the letter, Camellia's eyes suddenly turn watery as she tried to make her sentences easier for them to understand. She doesn't want any misunderstanding happen between her parents and herself. That will ruin their love that had been built in the house.
She know that with her decision to leave will give great impact in the household and her parents' heart will left with emptiness and hollowness. But all of these will be better as the time move on. When push comes to shove, Camellia was left with no other option.
From a few drop a tears, it turn to a soft sob. Camellia tried her best to write the letter full with sincerity. She sobbing quietly in her room and tried her best to make sure there is no noise can be hear by her parents. Her heart felt so heavy and when she thinking back of all the beautiful memories that she will left behind.
She, herself still did not know the outcome of her action. Will it a successful negotiation or a failed one, all she hope for is the well-being of her parents. She want them to live their life in freedom without any fear. And in her opinion, the only way to give them their freedom that she dream for is in her hands. Only she can make the changes happen.
Camellia can't let other people suffer and sacrifice just for her. So, she want to seek justice for every innocent people. With no other way left, she need to have a talk and negotiate with the leader of the war starter.
With all the preparation done, Camellia settle on her bed to have a nap. Later in the evening she need to confront her parents for the last time during dinner. She can't possibly show up with the red and puffy eyes in front. That will make everything seems suspicious in their eyes. She lay on her bed only after watch her face with the cold water in the bathroom.
Camellia tried every single position to get her comfortable on her bed. She closed her eyes to have some peace of mind. She fall in her abyss between a dream and a reality as soon as she shut her eyes. The dream felt so real that make her think that she is standing in the reality. The dream is none other than her usual erotic dream. The dream that make her wet in her core. The dream that make her legs turn wobbly and jelly when she remember.
But there is something different in the dream. The different make her think twice to ignore like the other previous dreams. It was as if someone calling her to make a quick move to a certain direction, asking her to go somewhere that she not really sure the whereabouts of the location. When she tried to remember the voice, it turns out it is the man from her dreams.
The man in her dream tried to bring and led her somewhere in a dark place. He called her dearly but not with her name. He tried to tell her something but it is getting unclear as the time goes by with every step she take in the dark place. From the dark place, Camellia arrived to a bright surrounding that make her shut her eyes tightly and cover her eyes with both her hands.
All of a sudden, Camellia awake from her sleep with sweating all over her body. She recalled all her dream she just had.
The man in her dream called her but it is not by her name. She was called as 'Luna'. The name make her respond as if it is her name. She wander to herself about the person named 'Luna'.
"Why is she felt the name have something to do with her? Why did she respond to the name? What is the dream tried to tell her? What kind of messages did the man tried to tell her? Who the hell is that man? Who exactly is 'Luna'? "although Camellia had so many questions in her mind, she did not utter them on her mouth.
Why? Because all of them is only in her dream and nobody will trust her if she tell them about it. The only way to get all those answer is by getting further into the dream by herself. Nobody can help her as she is the only one who have such dreams. Isn't? It was supposed that she is the only one who have that dream.
The dream, Camellia decided to put them aside for the time being. She need to solve the war problem first. The longer the war, the more destruction occurs, harder to control the aftermath. The people will lost their job and will live in poverty. She did not want to let other people suffer in hunger. To be precise, she don't want her parents to leave in hunger.
When Camellia come back to her sense, she realise that it is almost time for dinner. She want to help her mom prepare dinner. In a hurry, she stand up from her bed and cleaned herself up in the bathroom before go to the kitchen. Even though she did not know how to cook, at least she can help prepare all the ingredient that will be use.