"I-I…" he should have explained, he should have explained, but his brain was frozen, he was opening his mouth but didn't know what to say.
He trembled with panic, his eyes were red and his eyes were teary. He lowered his head, crying silently. He wasn't saying anything. Everything was over.
Seeing her head bowed and her shoulders trembling, Yun was surprised and asked, "What happened?"
Why was he so agitated?
Reading body language is not mind reading. It means being aware of a person's current emotional state. It was kind of like being able to detect a fake smile. But you wouldn't know why that person was putting on a fake smile.
For Yun, who is about to become atrophied with emotions, he would definitely be in a situation where he wouldn't even be seen as a human if he didn't know his body language.
He had numbed his feelings and himself for a long time, and he was approaching the events with the logic side.
Even dying was her only problem right now. His work was not done, after that he could die.
Or maybe living with his family was just starting to turn into an obsession.
To him, the emotionally charged Nanren was a complete unknown. He couldn't understand, even witnessing firsthand how irrational emotions could be.
Yun knew, of course, that the best was the balance between the two. To act with logic and understand with emotions.
Unfortunately, he suffered from this ability.
So he just stood there, not even knowing how to console himself. Should he wait for her crying to stop? It was an option that seemed logical in this case.
On the other hand, Nanren, who had been under the pressure of his emotions for a long time, was now exposed to a flood of emotions, like the flooding of the dam.
Long time ? Two weeks? If you can't even sleep with this psychology day and night, it was a long enough effect. He even skipped meals most days due to lack of appetite.
He looked strangely at the person who had sunk to the ground and buried their head in his knee. Why did he suddenly start crying? Yun didn't understand. He could only guess, and his reasons for running away were perhaps the same because of his current crying.
"Nanren...are you okay?"
Even Yun was aware that the question he was asking was stupid, but it came out of his mouth as he was confused about what to say.
"I'm not…" he spoke weakly.
Yun was surprised that he was honest this time.
Even though he said he was fine in this situation…Yun wasn't too far to understand that, of course.
Yun knelt beside him, finally consulting the system.
"What do I do?"
[Hug you idiot!] Maybe the system was waiting for him to ask, maybe he couldn't stand it anyway and he was about to speak.
Yun :...
He glanced at Nanren, then sighed, raising his arms, and approached.
The person he was hugging froze suddenly, then started to cry even harder.
Yun patted her back as he hugged her too. In body language, it was a soothing gesture. Maybe it would help him calm down.
Nanren, on the other hand, was stunned. Didn't he dislike him? No... he had asked what had happened...he must not have understood. Knowing her body language...how could he not understand the situation when it was so clear and clear?
He slowly calmed down and stopped crying, but he still couldn't stop hugging him.
Her scent definitely calmed him.
But there was such a moment that now...
"Yun," he said weakly.
Did the "tell" sound a little softer, or was it just him? After some hesitation, Nanren mustered up his courage and spoke.
"I... made a big mistake"
Yun was relieved, would he finally open up to him? That would be fine, he couldn't read minds, couldn't solve the problem if he didn't tell it himself and willingly take action.
The answer, "Everyone makes mistakes" was simple and clear.
Even he... he had made too many mistakes to count.
Nobody was perfect.
Nanren was silent. Did it comfort him? Okay...that might have worked a little bit. At least he wasn't the type to exaggerate because he made mistakes.
"And that error..."
What to say? An innocent love? He was certainly not innocent! He was ashamed of his dreams, he was humiliated by embarrassment!
According to her research on the Internet, such urges were quite normal due to her age. But it wasn't for him!
His previously pure mentality was now overflowing with dirty thoughts!
His face flushed with embarrassment, and he just buried his head in her shoulder.
Well, at least he could easily rest her head on the shoulder of her loved one.
Yun waited for her to speak, but there seemed to be a long moment of silence.
Did it make a mistake? Nanren? He didn't seem like the type to attempt big things at all.
What could he have done?
Bank robbery ? It was indeed a great crime, but Nanren...
This answer was eliminated.
What else can it do?
Kill a man?
No no. Nanren wouldn't.
Nothing really came to mind.
"Are you using drugs?"
Nanren:...
He had both tears and laughter.
"No"
"So what's the problem?" Yun finally couldn't help but ask. That was enough to wait.
Nanren was silent.
'Actually... I like someone, but he's an ox to me as well as being almost unfeeling wood. Okay, so I don't worry about going out with a girl at least, at least he treats them like that, even if he wanted to, no girl would look at him with these attitudes anyway, but the problem is that he wouldn't look at me either! The person I like is the same sex as me, I don't expect him to accept it while I can't accept it, moreover, he won't even realize it with this head, but the problem is not only his but also his mother... .No, I hope he doesn't find out! The problem is that I'm in a dilemma, I don't want to admit it, but I hope so badly. As I hope, the person I love blatantly fires my hopes, not only kicks but also looks innocently. I can neither say anything nor do anything. Not only that...'
Despite a long silence, he still did not speak.
"Nanren?"
"Nothing"
In fact, he even started cursing inside...
-To be continued-