How can you hate feeling love for someone.

Simple you gave everything to that person for nothing.

Because that person didn't do anything for you.

Things were good at the beginning and you actually thought that things were going to be like that forever.

But when things started to be different you feel like everything was a lie.

They were good moments but also bad ones and hurtful ones.

From never having to fight to fighting every day, even for stupid reasons.

To not really talking.

Even when you are in the same room you feel alone.

Same as when you in a room full of people and your social energy runs out you just stay there in silence.

You start thinking about the people who have left this world and where they are, if they okay, or they still watching over you or not.