BRIAN
It is clear to me that my exhaustion has taken control of my body. I know what my mind and heart want to do but it is clear that my body has a different agenda. I feel her leading me back to my quarters. She opens the door and my body goes right to bed but my hand does not leave hers. My eyes can not stay open anymore and she sits next to me. I try my best to open my eyes and then I say to her.
"Please…please do not go. Stay?"
I guess I am too tired to realize what kind of a fool I am making of myself in front of the woman that I adore and I realize that I could potentially lose her because of my actions tonight but then again, I do not even know if I have her in the first place. I hate feeling this way. I do not want to be tired right now, I want to be the man she deserves.
LISA
