Having fallen asleep I could feel my entire being floating around and what called my attention was the peace and calmness that surrounded me. I felt lighter than a feather, and I could sense I was in a dark place, but nothing scared me because I was cocooned in Michael's powerful aura.
At some point I heard a soft voice calling out to me, asking me to wake up and when I obeyed the call, I was astounded by what I saw. It seemed that I had been transported into a place where there was no light and no sound. In fact, at first, it looked a lot like the horrible dark void I had been in after I had jumped down the waterfall.
However, I soon noticed a big difference. This darkness surrounding me did not scare me and did not feel like nothingness. Indeed, as I allowed my senses to expand, and as I used Michael's power in me, I began to see the huge distinctions. This darkness was not lifeless but full of potential energy - an energy that burned to transform, to change, and to give life.
It was then that I became aware of something. I was no longer alone in this place, whatever it was. Indeed, my soul soon became aware of an unseen presence that was extremely powerful but at the same time was filled with immense love and tenderness that wishes to be shared.
Who was this being and why could I feel that it could, in its own right, do whatever it pleased, but it did not? This puzzled me because as a human, I had never known anyone who, having had the power to execute a plan it desired, had ever held back on the opportunity to exercise such power. But this entity was evidently not going to act alone, even if it had the power to do so.
And then events began to unfold that allowed me to know that the "story" I was about to witness was about to begin.
Suddenly, the entity began to flutter and move around the space like a breath of wind, and as it did so, it spread an essence that was charged with transforming power that had already begun to generate changes within the dark space. In fact, as I looked around me I began to feel currents flowing all over the place that charged it with enormous potential and I soon understood that this being, whoever it was, was overflowing with the desire to release its creative power.
At some point, I felt as if the entity had come to realize I was there, and although I could not see, I could feel it coming towards me by the waves of love that emanated from it and reached me. The intensity of that love for me brought me to my knees because it humbled me to know that someone, anyone, could love me so powerfully.
Suddenly, movement caught my eye and I saw as Abraham literally materialized from out of nowhere. At first, I was overcome with a desire to approach him, but as I looked closer, I realized that this was not the time and that this was not my usual human friend.
Overcome by a sense of unworthiness, I remained where I was standing and watched.
The entity that had been near me reacted as soon as it became aware of Abraham's presence, and as the latter moved towards what seemed to be the middle of the dark vastness, the entity went towards him and surrounded him. The moment that the two of them came together, a sudden flash of bright light burst forth from them and I had to turn my back away to protect my eyes.
When I turned around again, I saw something that became at the same time shocking and impossible, but it seemed that my soul had been given permission to see it and understand it.
Abraham had transformed and instead of having a clearly defined human figure, he had become surrounded and covered by a sea of white light. I could sense my friend was still there, but somehow I knew that I was now seeing a Divine being and not the man.
Then, I saw as a second figure became visible to my eyes. This one, unlike Abraham, had retained his human form, but this form had been Transfigured in a way that I could not fully explain. I knew for certain, or at least my soul did, that there was something familiar about this human person, who was presenting himself also as Divine. But it took the intervention of Michael's power inside me to finally understand that this person, was my best friend Emmanuel and at the same time the Second Person of the Trinity; the Holy Son of God.
As I began to understand what was happening, and who I was seeing now, my eyes started to naturally search for my third friend. However, no matter how hard I tried, I could not see him near Abraham or Emmanuel. So, where was he?
As I asked myself this question I became witness to one of the most beautiful displays anyone could have ever seen. And I am sure that if even the most hard-core unbelievers had seen this with me, they would have been moved to believe all that has ever been said and taught about God.
Suddenly, before my eyes, and just like a flower that starts to bloom and open its petals to show its insides, I saw as who I knew to be Abraham and Emmanuel began to move away from each other to reveal the most unexpected of figures in their midst. This figure was emitting the same essence and power as the entity I had been with before and I soon understood that the entity and this new figure, were one and the same.
Presented now as a beautiful and fragile white dove, with outspread wings, I knew I was now seeing one of the many forms that my third friend took to show himself to those of us who depend on sight to understand. He, like the other two, was surrounded by the same power and light and his stretched wings were meant to show me the Union and connection of Love between all Three of Them.
Speechless and completely overcome by awe, I felt myself falling to my knees before this magnificence because I knew exactly what I had been given the privilege to witness. This was the very essence, and truth of nothing more, and nothing less, than the Holy Trinity. I was witnessing the beauty, the immensity, the unspeakable and incomprehensible enormity of God Himself, and when I saw the interconnection between them, I understood even further why their name was I AM.
While each of them was unique and complete in themselves, they were not different Gods who were united by a common goal. No, while all Three of them were different from each other in the roles they performed, their essence and nature, as well as their dignity, was the same, so that they were not only one God, but they interacted with each other like a family.
They were, in fact, a family that had love at the center of their being and they were so complete, and so replete with that love, that they burned with the desire to share it.
This is how I finally understood why the entity, who had transformed into a dove for my sake, and whom I now knew was in fact the Holy Spirit, had not acted on its own, even if He had possessed the power to do so. Because He, like the Father, and the Son were equally essential in the unity and none of them acted without the participation of the others.
At some point, the Unity turned to me, as if presenting Themselves in their true form and I could not lie; I was feeling totally overwhelmed by this. I had heard many stories about the Trinity, been taught about Them, but nothing could have prepared me for what I was seeing and experiencing. However, what struck me even more than what I had seen before, was that all Three of them were now focused on me, and the immensity of the love and tenderness that emerged from Them towards me, not only astounded but humbled me. How could They, who were complete in themselves, and who were perfect, either care about such a simpleton as me, who, on top of everything else, had spit back on His gift of life and love or still look at me with so much love?
Tears began to fall down my face unchecked and a very strong, very deep pain flowed forth from within me. It was as if the sight of the Three, and the Love, Tenderness and also Forgiveness that came from them as they stared at me had become a scalpel that had opened wide the festering wounds in my soul, and all the pus were coming from inside me.
Emmanuel, the only one who still retained his human figure, approached me and enveloped me into his warm arms and I simply fixed my arms around him and squeezed tight, letting all my pain flow out. Violent sobs came out of me and I cried as I had never done before. Soon, I began to almost chant, "I am sorry, I am so sorry!"
Emmanuel did not respond at all but only hugged me closer to him and not long afterward the pain and the sobs began to subside. Once they did, I probably asked the stupidest question anyone could have ever asked, given what I had witnessed. It seemed that at least my brain still needed confirmation.
"Are... are you... God?"
"Yes, I AM," Emmanuel answered softly, not at all fazed by my ridiculous question. I finally comprehended the weirdness behind their last name.
I turned then to Abraham, who was still surrounded by a powerful light and asked the same question. His thunderous voice answered, "I AM."
When I finally looked at Michael, I saw that he had transformed back to his human figure, at least for a bit and when I asked him the same question, he answered gently, "I AM too."
My walls, all of them, came crashing down like a polar cap that has been met by direct and intense heat. The fire that had once rushed from my eyes to my head now rushed throughout my entire body and simply burned away the last of my doubts. I knew then without a shadow of a doubt that my challenge to God had been fully responded to.
Why did I believe what these guys were saying was true? The simplest answer to this question was that I had been a visual witness. But also, my spiritual connection with Michael had opened up my mind so that I had been able to not only see, but understand and accept the truth.
I now realized that God had heard my desperate call for help, but He had known that I had not yet been ready to see Him clearly, and much less understand, given the walls I had built throughout my adult life against Him. So, He had presented Himself not as the Almighty and powerful God, but as a simple set of three men with whom I had established a relationship that had allowed me to slowly see further and further into the truth. The result had been that my heart, mind, and soul, through the connection I had developed with these men, had been made ready to recognize and accept God as He presented Himself now while demolishing the walls I had once built against Him.
From the looks, I received from my friends- well, from God Himself, I knew I had hit the jackpot, and the sensation of pride I felt coming from them, filled my soul with renewed strength and pure happiness.
"So now what? What is next in this story?" I dared to ask Emmanuel, with a smile.
He took my face within his warm hands and said, "Now, you will come to witness one of the biggest mysteries of all; how it all began and why human beings are our most precious treasure. Plus, we cannot allow our 'entity'", Emmanuel said laughing and pointing at Michael, "let all that energy go to waste."
"So, what you will show me now is..." I asked.
"How Creation came to be and why," Emmanuel responded again.
As these words left Emmanuel's lips. Michael changed form again and he became not the beautiful dove, but the powerful entity and he began to move around the dark space like a stormy wind. Still, I saw that changes did not begin to take effect until I heard Abraham's thunderous voice coming out to address Emmanuel. And when He too called forth Creation, then Michael released His power and the magic, the beauty of Creation began to unfold before my eyes.
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I have made some changes to this chapter. I apologize for not having been active lately. I suffered the loss of a loved one and it has been hard for me. But I will try to bring the story up to speed and give you more.
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