I Hate U, I Love U
- Gnash -
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I hate that I love you
Don't want to,
But I can't put nobody else above you
I hate that I want you
Feeling used, but I'm still missing you
and I can't see the end of this
just wanna feel your kiss against my lips
and now all this time is passing by,
but I still can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you
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Arrived at Chek Lap Kok Airport, Vince took care of everything, he drove his car after all the baggage business was done. Couldn't wait to hug Ruby and spilled all the longing he had.
"You'll see, Ru. I'll keep you awake for days. Ha ha ha." Vince was amused by his perverted thoughts. Reasonable. It's been more than 3 months since he had not put his rod anywhere.
The happiest thing for someone who was in love, of course, was to meet people who were missed day and night.
Maybe for Vince himself, he wouldn't have thought he'd be hit by a crazy love like this.
If he remembered how he was a man yesterday long ago, who often changed women like changed socks, he would definitely smile to himself, not expected the time to come when he fell in love.
Then ... did he never fallen in love?
It had not yet.
It seemed that he himself had never felt there was a woman who could make his heart trembled beautifully unbearable. The woman he often met couldn't shake his heart, only stopped at the crotch shaken.
Playboy? Yes.
Womanizer? Of course!
Even though many high-class women knew what a jerk Vince was when it came to romance, they still couldn't resist Vince's charm if he already wanted a woman.
Handsome, rich, and good at flirting with a romantic attitude ... it's a very dangerous combination. It's no longer a double attack, but triple combo destruction.
Wasn't his father, Benetton Hong, aware of his son's 'achievements' regarded women? Of course, he knew that!
However, as a father with an only child, how could he possibly be able to rebuke his favorite child? After all, Vince was just had fun with those women, and the women weren't forced either. Both parties were consensual.
So, why should Benetton Hong rebuke Vince, then? Let it be, he's still young. Let Vince felt the beauty of young blood before focussed on real life.
After all, accorded to Benetton Hong, Vince didn't physically harm the women, so why bother?
Now, Vince was on his way to Ruby's apartment. He was busy imagined what he would do to the woman he missed like crazy.
"Should I take her on a month's vacation to exotic countries?" Vince muttered to himself. His smile spread across his handsome face as he imagined he would be content to spend the days on vacation with Ruby on an exotic island, and Ruby would wear a defiant red bikini, then all they could do was made love, ate, slept, then made love again!
Vince chuckled at his wild imagination.
When the car arrived in front of Ruby's apartment, he was surprised because there was a boxcar in front of the apartment building. Even more surprised when he saw one of Ruby's stage clothes in the pile of things inside the trunk of the car.
Vince ran upstairs to Ruby's house, hoped his bad thoughts didn't come true.
When he arrived at the door of Ruby's apartment, there were already many people from the moving house carried some of Ruby's things. Most were expensive clothes.
"Vin!" Ruby gasped in surprise to find this handsome man had appeared in front of the door. Her face suddenly paled.
"What does this mean, Ru?" Vince asked with a sharp look.
Ruby looked embarrassed. Repeatedly rubbed the nape of the neck and arms because she couldn't find the right words.
"Vin!" Ruby exclaimed because Vince had grabbed her hand, dragged her out of the apartment. "Vin, stop! Stop!"
"No! First, tell me where you're going? Where are you moving to? Why didn't you tell me?" Vince ignored Ruby's screams and managed to drag Ruby down and put Ruby in his car.
Without said much more, Vince drove to a hotel. Ruby frowned. She was forced to call the owner of the house moving service to ask for help delivered all her goods to the intended address.
"Vin, please don't be like this."
"...."
"Vin, we can have a good talk, right?"
"...."
"Vin, don't just sit still."
"...."
"Vin, please don't be angry and don't keep quiet like that."
"...."
"Vin, I hope you can understand my situation ...."
"...."
"Vin!"
"Shut up! Or I'll throw the car into a ravine!" Vince shouted, made Ruby wry.
That woman was silent, let herself be taken to a famous five-star hotel. She didn't even dare to rebel when Vince's hand lead her to the reception desk, and then to one of the best suites.
"Now tell me, why would you move without telling me?" Vince sat Ruby down on the sofa after they entered the room.
"I ...." Ruby fidgeted. Her tongue felt numb.
"Be blunt, Ru. I want to hear from you, don't let me find out from other people, for example … your cafe friends." Vince gave a little threat.
Ruby shook her head weakly. Did Vince has to know the truth?
"Are you going to run away, Ru? Out from this country?" Vince asked.
Ruby shook her head again. "No. It's not like that."
"Then? Why did you pack all your things?" Vince began to soften his voice, approached Ruby, and knelt in front of the singer.
He knew that women would be more opened if given gentle treatment. Therefore, Vince restrained himself and began to be gentle with Ruby so that she wouldn't be afraid to tell him everything.
"Can you promise to me that you won't be mad if I tell you the truth?" Ruby timidly looked into Vince's eyes. To her, this current Vince Hong was scary.
Vince nodded. What could this man do other than nodded so that Ruby could be told an explanation quickly?
Ruby took a deep breath before she said, "I'm getting married."