I am in shock at what Ralia just revealed to me that even my next words can't come out right, "Am-----going to die again ."
"What I've seen is you will have to two options, to run away or to fight the enemy till your last breath and seeing as I've told you, you know what you will choose right foolish human."
"Yeah by the way and this time I can't reincarnate you when you croak , you will fade out of existence, memories intact and all that, basically you as a living organism will perish," she says it camly like a mother telling a bed story to her ignorant child in a way I found the way she said it beautiful.
As I gulp and an uneasy feeling in my chest is grabbing me by the heart I ask her in the calmest way possible," Ah - - - Ralia who's going to finish the job. "
" Hmmm, you needn't know human not now, anyways."
Being connected to me right now, I bet - - she can feel the expression I have right now, after my fleeting breaking down she laughs meticulously through my conscience.
"Human, - - - ~haha, haha, you - - are just too amusing, ~hmmm~ the enemies you are going to face are otherworldly beings that I created, so you haven't got a prayer seeing as you, your weak human mindset will lead to your down fall, but I will just have to lend you some of my power so, you needn't despair, but I will not always help you when you're in a pinch, so you know the drill, train your ass off till you get strong enough to summon me. "
I hear an excited chuckle from her and I remember who am talking to, "I will not always help you seeing as your pain is one of the things I thrive on you so you must make due with what power you are going to get in the near future and enhance it. "
"Ralia how old am I in this body what is my true age."
"Believe it or not you are seven years, before you do ask me about anything, I tampered with your parents memories, I can't tell you the reason for now."
"Human I am sad to say it but I bid you good bye for now,~huh~ looks like another uninteresting human has just croaked these days I have been bored with these humans with clichéd personalities, I mean give me something exciting like a spy who died on a suicidal mission or a corrupt president who doesn't care about his fellow country men,'tch' I despise insignificant humans that lack ideals. "
I could hear her pouting tone and then I asked the obvious question ," Are you really a goddess, someone who gives love and joy to humanity. "
~Huh~ as I sigh to myself I remember a statement she just mentioned," Hey Godess how long has it been since you reincarnated me . "
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I could feel an attached sensation of excitement, I see--- she wanted me to ask that,"~Hmmm ~to put it simply, you've been asleep in that body for five years you were in that body with that child in other words you were two separate beings in one body and the being that had more affinity for magic died and the resilient one that survived in that body way you my dear human. "
" In other words there's a process that a vassal has to take when being replaced by another vassal, and in those years when you were asleep your mind aged but your body didn't but now since you've awoken it will take some time for your growth and abilities to activate, you simply have taken the consciousness and form of the two year old that was in that body, so now you're seven years old , ~huh~ anyway be glad, you should lick my boot for the information I have given you. "
" And by the way the reason you can't move or talk now is because you're affinity for the ability is pairing with your new conscience and physical body. "
" I say it will be done loading in about two years at best if it doesn't kill you when it's complete remember your a half breed with automatic healing but what happens when pain surpasses all limitations in your body you would die if you suffer vital injuries. "
She continues in a tone that shows she doesn't even care, "But anyway don't sweat the small stuff, you will be able to speak and move when the download in your new body is complete and you will gain superhuman abilities equal to a deity thus making you a God in a physical body, so till then, don't die since your just like an ordinary human with red eyes, white hair and super eye sight, I know it sucks but you know the saying 'All patient beings are rewarded in the end. "
" Patient my ass, I don't remember asking you to do all this in the first place. "
She then answers in a dissatisfied voice," Human I thought you would be excited about God hood and all that. "
" Listen closely Ralia I don't give a damn about that. "
She then answers in a seductive yet cute voice," Did--- I do the wrong thing, if I did am sorr--,"
I stop her and give her the obvious answer," We both know you don't give a shit either, I bet you were excited doing all this for entertainment. "
" You are becoming wise my favorite human thats what I love about you, you know one of the aspects of being selected for God hood is, it's wisdom, I see I made the right choice now when you become an overpowered badass, I want you to crush all evil in that world and build a peaceful world, okay. "
All I could do was think about was one thing pushing the other bull shit out of my mind for now 'So in other words I killed this - - - body's owner and took over its body I had my principles of rendering any life on earth lifeless but I see that the principle I respected won't work in this world , while I was thinking about that I could tell my new canine teeth grinding one another , --- I knew something was fishy but the way she said it , she ---doesn't even care.'
What the fuck is up with these Gods they only care about themselves.
There's no use dwelling on it, this world is survival of the fittest after all, - - - in that moment I knew I had a smile on my face ~hmmm~how convenient for me--- to think about it that way.
She then continues to say in a bored to death tone," So anyway am putting this dead human out of its misery, so farewell, for now anyway I look to be seeing amusing thing from you. "
She said it, not even calling it a being of earth I feel bad for that loser whoever it is, - - - good bye.
I can't do anything about it for now, but I have to become someone strong enough defeat all of the enemies that I will eventually - - face.
I held a soft spot for the monsters since I loved animals in my previous life but they rarely show up luckily for me.
I decide that in order to achieve my objective I harmed to get Ralia on my side.
"Before you go Ralia, don't forget our promise, once I finish the job, I don't care if you are a Goddess of death or whatever, but I want your loyalty residing with me, since you did this to me, I will have your mind, body and soul take responsibility after this , but I ask you not to betray me even if - - - I am killed. "
I wait for her a reply but what she says stuns me in an instant, " Tch, you are one crafty human, ~huh~ I will accept what you decide in the end since it's my fault your in that mess, even if it's betrothal to you, or death I don't mind.
~Hmmm ~, I will even refute marriage proposals from other Gods if you want, so till we meet human till next we meet human ."
" What did she say, Gods can marry Godesses and the same goes for humans as well , it seems--- human kind is truly ignorant about the world."
Before war period all life on this realm lived peacefully happily married different species but due to an unknown conspiracy war erupted like in any fantasy manga and soon after the species that were betrothed to different races were given a choice, and that was to become citizens of that nation not by birth but by registration in other words they betrayed their home land to live on new soil which means my mother is a traitor to her country.
I will cast it aside for now and focus at the matter at hand, I am-- going to be a servant of the Queen of Vampires , she's called Viret El Mire the 7th, it seems--- I must get her on my side as well.
In the story, the queen of vampires was an immortal vampire, whose body resembled that of a fifteen year old, apparently her family bloodline on the girl's side was cursed to have immortality.
In her family, Queen Viret was the first woman to be produced in the royal family bloodline all of them having been male heirs, she was the first , during times of peace 'the late King Carrion El Mire married a demon noble who was the previous Demon King's only daughter.
She was offered up as a sign of diplomacy between the species in which she accepted but, he failed to produce a male heir before Demon King's daughter died due to an illness and soon after the king passed away, so the duties fell to Viret his newborn daughter and was thus faced to bear brunt of the curse alone having lived for two hundred years now, still fighting this damned never ending war, it--- needs to end.
Her back story itself fascinated me her being a half demon , half vampire, I admit I hold her in high regard for the sacrifices she made as a little girl who was forced to become a symbol in the kingdom, but what I wanted is what did she become a symbol of, was it peace, there is only blood shed in this world right now so what is her cause.
Anyway back to the story, she led the knights of Raven blood into battle, and defeated multiple demon spellcasters and elite human adventures from a guild.
In the novel, the Vampire Queen was referred to as a God of Calamity having Demon abilities mixed in her blood made her unbeatable devil that no one could tame and for reasons unbeknownst to me am I her only servant.
I especially didn't read about the Freed family bloodline but I read about the servants of the royal family and one servant was chosen, all I did know was that my new ancestors served the House of El Mire,
I had only one fear whether I am to be enslaved or treated as an equal.
Anyway back to my monologue, after the queen commanded the knights of the Raven blood and killed the previous Demon lord during the Great War and after their success, and on the way back they were ambushed by the some elite adventurers and in then suffered casualties.
The war caused most of the Ravens' Blood knights who were trying to protect the queen who was unconscious due to the battle with the previous Demon lord the majority of the Raven Blood knights fell in battle since they were out numbered and ambushed thus resulting into massive losses for the Vampire army.
The vampires then concluded that it was a collusion between the Demon and human nations and then ordered a law of massacre called 'The Blood Bridge,' any vampire who came across a different entity from their kind was executed without further delay with the humans and demons who chose to remain as the exception to this unforgiving law.
It seems that the monstrosities in this world are nationalists, to put it simply they act like children, they fight suicidal battles knowing they will be killed, and I have to clean up all the messes they have made, - - - ~damn that Ralia making me take care of these kids~
Anyway before someone kills me on the battlefield have to become superior in the art of war fare , when I outgrow this body i will have to learn , to put it simply the magic of a vampire, 'Ugh', what a pain in the ass.'
I paid most attention to the plot of the line of abilities the species of the Realm on the book had, - - - but figuring that out wasn't going to solve my problems, unfortunately.
The chosen knights of Raven Blood and the queen all had an ability called the 'Blood Order', to put it simply they could pass an order with their blood if it touched their opponents, basically an unbeatable ability without any limits.
I didn't know understand its origins in other words learning it is unthinkable its good that only the big shots in this country have it, it puts me at ease knowing no one will be out of my reach except those guys, so--- I have to make my own ability, one that surpasses that one if I want to end this war, I will have to think outside of the box.
When I think about it blood magic is the only type of magic a vampire could conjure up but sadly seeing as I am a half human, half vampire a rare breed of all things my magic has to be activated in dire situations, the only thing I have now is rma regeneration ability basically self healing, am not immortal like pure blood vampires, to put it simply I can die like a normal human because I have human organs in me too that can be injured without repair sadly making in a normal human death.
I hate to admit it, but she's right despairing will only show my weakness but hey, since I already kicked the bucket once kicking it the second time won't be a problem either but first it seems I want ask her something 'Godess why do some of the things here resemble that of my world, and why did you create this world, is it because you too loved that book," The Devils of the Realm,' but she's already gone so.
The humans in the book despised and segregated the humans that decided to leave with the Vampires and the demons.
In the plot of the book it was said that vampires that had marriages with the humans produced a half vampire that was concluded to be a powerful spawn to a pure blood vampire, so basically am not a weak sauce Vampire.
As Firo is taking me to what looks to be the living room and I look at the dining table it has a great number of chairs, I look for a window to confirm my suspicions about the book being a real life fantasy fantasy.
I then find it on the right corner of my room I manage to pull my head to the side and direct my attention outside and as I peer into it, like before, due to a new ability I have I can look at a far away distance , so it's basically a skill that vampires posses.
She sits me on a table as I await my dinner, all I could do was thank my previo6self for reading that book.
That time I spent reading that book, who would have known it would save my life but, - - its the damn author's fault am in this mess, if he hadn't wrote it this Godess with two split personalities, who doesn't do her job right wouldn't be bothering me to re enact it in real life.
Unfortunately for me I don't know who wins the war in the end as the novel is still ongoing, but--- it doesn't matter I will just have to crush all of them under my feet to get out of this mess am in, giving up won't be an option, to be honest I don't really care about saving any of these demons, humans or even my own kind for that matter. (And I didn't plan on it)
I mean, you are mistaken if you think I am a hero of justice sadly no , I fight for my own cause no body else's.
But first I have to wait for the download to complete but before all that war bullshit, and with that I quietly end my monologue with a poker face on.
I am sitted right now with my parents at the end of the table as I am waiting for my first dinner.
I should relax a little am a seven year old kid for crying out loud, so let me enjoy this wonderful first meal of mine since I have awoken from my slumb--er.
~Eh~, what is the meaning of this.
I am in shock as I look at the glass Serald the butler, has just brought me its - - - ~um~filled to the brim, with blood.