It's been over a week ever since I left home and started staying at the Queen's castle and in that time I have been in a jail cell, she didn't even court martial me - - she just gave me the prosecution boot.
Right now am with this 13 or 14 year old loli vampire called Lirisu who was 'ordered' to teach me the art of combat by the queen as I have not yet developed my abilities and not ready to be worthy for her to drink my blood.
~Huh~damn her, as if I want to be livestock, after that she strangely looked at me and said in a cold hearted tone, "~Hmmm~, interesting, I see a lot of potential in you my servant , but you still have room to grow, not enough to be worthy of my blood."
So we will be taking blood from each other, she'll take from me and I'll take from her, I guess - - - that makes it fair.
When I was prepared to leave having seen enough to make a full report and analyze their personalities, she dropped a bomb on me," Your name is Krelm isn't it , ~hmmm ~you will stay in my castle and become a full fledged soldier, even better than - - - me," she said it in a death tone voice, no it was a voice filled with anger or was it----regret.
I almost couldn't hear the last part of what she said but due to my oversight ability I can hear all voices I decide to pay attention to, even though she's an immortal little girl, her anthology of being a soldier made her lose, no - - - all of them, even Firo - - they all look like their emotions, - - in other words they're dead inside just by looking into their eyes.
So this what war does to any being even in this is a world of devils , ~huh~I guess all that doesn't matter as long as the job is done but my anthology always kept me going whether I hated myself for it I made the decision to fight for my cause, I guess even in my previous life I was still fighting.
"All life on earth is fragile and weak yet resilient in their own ways," that's what I believe, in a way we all keep moving forward towards our needs but we don't realize it, but I think the vampires who I laid eyes upon that day,---- it looked like they didn't know what they wanted.
My mental fortitude has weakened ever since I came here , I keep rolling over for the decisions that Ralia made for me , I have become - - - incompetent.
Now then, Her majesty basically ordered me to fight, even if it kills me.
My well being to her was an empty dream , all that mattered to her was if I was ready to be her loyal slave who she could tie on a leash.
And right now my daily training with Lirisu has began, right now we in what looks to be a forest, I didn't know what was going on since my room was a jail cell for a week and in that time I haven't taken any blood for a week all Firo had to say was, "Do your best young Master, I will be awaiting for you when your strength grows," - - and just like that she betrayed me like those traitorous guards who threw me in an underground cell.
And then after one week without my daily meal Lirisu opens the cell and punches me in the gut with out warning causing me to wake in this forest with Lirisu sleeping next to me, I mean who starves someone and then kidnaps them and sleeps peacefully without their permission, after me waking up she immediately gets up and puts her sword down as if preparing for a world war.
~Huh~anyway forget that, back to the training it looks like she's about to give me the qualification to pass this training regimen.
I look at her with intensity that filled my red blood eyes and awaited the most difficult order I have been given in my life.
She looks at me and speaks in a confident and emotionless tone, "~Hmmm ~I will give you my blood if you manage to score a hit on me or if you dodge my attacks."
I was completely stunned and excited that my next words blurted out, "Ah, what--- did you say."