Of course, everyone doesn't want to, just imagining it is already terrifying, let alone being the one who was killed. Asih couldn't imagine it.
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Even last night, Jajaka Purwa did not visit Asih. In the midst of her emotions, she also knew that Asih would be terrified to see her. So Jajaka Purwa decided not to visit.
This morning, before going to the dining table … Asih was still sitting in her room with a pile of daydreams from yesterday.
Jajaka Purwa also hasn't visited yet, Asih is still afraid … she really wants to run away and end his fate.
However, Asih also cannot be as close as her late sister Nengsih. Trying to commit suicide is a sin, Asih is still sane enough to think about it.
Asih hadn't even told Neneng yesterday, so while remembering Asih grabbed her cellphone, which she put on the table.
