"How are you feeling asher ." She asked her .asher smiled " I feel better still sore but doc say me and baby are doing well and he's discharging us tomorrow. " Julianna smiled "I think it best u take a few months to relax lilly and geralt say your welcome to stay with them if you'd like ." Asher smiled as lilly came in just then "I'd love too ." Julianna excused herself and went to her frog pond to think ."Julianna we brought u some breakfast we noticed you didn't eat ." Julianna looked up and smiled .freya and jane stood there smiling. "Thanks just had alot on my mind needed some fresh air " they all sat and talked as she ate .jane excused herself to go see th doctor ."feel up to a walk?" Julianna asked freya who smiled and nodded .they walked to they swimming hole and Julianna stripped down to her bra and underwear and jumped in.she looked up at freya" care to join me ?" Freya smiled and started taking her clothes off .memorized Julianna was drawn to watching her .she stripped down to her bra and underwear which were a lilac purple.julianna became aroused looking at her .freya jumped in and swam around stopping in touching distance of her ."I've never had feeling like this about anyone but loki so why you why now ?" She asked looking up at freya .Who swam closer and reached up and stroked her face .little bolts of electricity shot through her and she sighed .she lay her head in her hand. Freya moved closer and kissed her. Julianna froze at first then relaxed and kissed her back. They made out for a bit and Julianna pulled back ."I'm sorry I don't know what came over me ...I am married I shouldn't be doing things like that." She swam to the edge dressed and took off .Julianna went back to her room thoughts racing. She decided to take a shower .after her shower she paced in her room. What came over me she thought .when the knock at the door sounded she jumped .she remained silent she wasn't in the right head space for company. "Julianna I know your in there ." It was thors voice she sighed and opened the door .thor looked panicked "Jane's in labor come please ." Julianna nodded then worried jane was only 8 months pregnant. They got to the hospital wing and thor led her to jane .jane looked in lots of pain .thor took her hand an she smiled .and hour later the baby arrived a beautiful boy .Julianna started to tear up."he's beautiful congratulations you too."She excused herself to let jane and thor enjoy there new bundle of joy .she slowly walked back to her room lost in thought and bumped into freya outside her door."I came to apologize Julianna I didn't mean to over step any boundaries...I just feel really attracted to you and I know you feel the same for me ."Julianna looked at her and smiled ."I do have feelings for u I just am so confused I've never been attracted to a the idea of being with another women till recently. And I don't know how loki would feel about the idea and I feel I'm breaking marriage vows by wanting such things and sense lokis not here to talk to about it ..I'm just so confused ."Freya smiled and hugged her Julianna hugged her back"i honestly don't think loki would have an issue with it he'd just want you too be happy even if that meant you had another in your life ...well a women he's extremely jealous when it comes to other men."Julianna laughed "that is true I just wish I could talk to him and tell him how I feel ." Freya nodded Julianna said goodnight and they went their separate ways . Julianna got ready for bed when she fell asleep she saw loki and sigyn. They were in what looked like a room with a bed .loki lay on the bed shirtless and smiling up at sigyn as she sat over him .am I dreaming or is this real ?Julianna thought.she stood in a corner and watched them."I told u my love you'd come back to me ." Sigyn said .loki sat up and kissed her .he pulled open her shirt and started playing with her breasts .sigyn moaned .loki stood and lay sigyn on the bed and Julianna realized she was pantsless. She sobbed when she saw loki get to his knees and put his head between sigyns legs .she started uncontrollably sobbing when loki rose and stepped out of his pants. She awoke with a start the pain in her chest so bad she couldn't breathe fernir sensing she was in trouble rose and went to get help.when the door opened frigga and freya stood there and rushed to her ."Julianna what happened u need to calm down."is the last thing she heard before she fainted .she awoke in the hospital wing with a bunch of cords covering her .at her bed side sat Freya asleep in a chair and she heard frigga with thor and jane .she tried to remember how she got to the hospital wing and couldn't remember .she looked over at the machine she was hooked too .she saw her heart rate and then another odd machine she didn't know what was .