With shaky hands she opened the folder .and took out the results she read them and tears sprung free."Well congratulations loki seems your gonna be a father again."She handed him the envelope he paled and she walked away .she went to the dining hall to sit .frigga followed " my dear I am so sorry ...but we do need to decide if we kill her or postpone till she has the baby." Julianna couldn't speak she was at a loss for words."Can we have a day to talk about it?"loki asked joing them .frigga nodded the left "pet please talk to me ."He said all she could say was"i want to go home."the found freya and took the bi frost back.she headed to the hospital wing and stopped in shock to see asher there too
"My queen we will be blessed with 2 new babies today and it's time ."She went and stood between the beds .asher gave birth first to a beautiful girl that she named Evelyn. As they cleaned her up Julianna turned to support Emily. It took about 20 minutes but Emily's baby girl finally made an appearance. Julianna smiled and congratulated both of them and excused herself. She went to her room and sat on the end of the bed .she waited for awhile but no one came looking for her so she crawled to the middle of the bed and cried herself to sleep . As she slept her mind wandered. She found herself wandering the castle .she came too a room and stopped seeing loki paceing. Is this a dream or is it like what happened when I saw loki and sigyn together she wondered. She stood and watched .he looked so sad which broke her heart .she awoke and went to him ."pet are u ok ?" He asked when she hugged him .she didn't say anything just lay her head on his chest .he kissed the top of her head ."my pet we need to decide what we're going to do ."He said at this she started to cry. "I don't know I can't stand to kill an unborn baby ...but what if she's escapes ?" She asked looking up at him .loki thought for a moment ."Well we could try to magically seal her in a room till the baby comes then figure it out from there ."He said she smiled at him."let's go get freya and go to bed ."She said causing him to smile .they headed to find freya .she was visiting asher and Emily in the hospital wing .Julianna stopped and turned to him ."have u seen your daughter?"She asked he shook his head .she lead him to emily who handed the baby to him .he sat in a chair rocking the baby .he started to sing to her and Juliannas heart melted. She turned her attention to emily."did u figure a name out ?"She ask her emily looked thought full."I'm not sure ."She said Julianna looked at her puzzled. "I'm not ready to be a mother ...I don't want her. "She said crying. The room grew silent and loki spoke up" what do u mean u don't want her ?" Julianna could tell he was getting mad so she walked around the bed took the baby and stood between him and emily."I never wanted u past what we had now I can't get rid of u ..and I don't want her she's a constant reminder of a life I never wanted ..I'm not ready to give up my life for anyone. "Emily said .loki cursed in asgardian and disappeared. "What are you going to do with her then ?" Julianna asked looking at the baby ."u take her ."Julianna though for a moment can I handle 3 babies ."I will take her tonight give u some time to think about it ..and I'll have u put in a room ."She said Emily nodded .Julianna carried the baby back to her room and freya followed .there was no sign of loki so she called a maid ." I need bottles formula and diapers brought to me immediately and clothes please ." The maid bowed and nodded .while she waited she walked around the room with the baby ."Well that was horrible ."Freya said watching her ."do you think I overstepped by taking her ? " Julianna asked looking at her .trying not to cry ."you did what u thought was right ...will loki think it was right I'm not sure with the heads pace he's in with everything going on but he will come around ."just then the maid came in with lots of stuff for the baby . They changed her dressed her got into night gowns fed her a bottle then they lay on the bed with the baby between them. Julianna fell into a restless sleep.when she woke she was in awe at what she saw freya was still asleep but loki had the baby and was changing her .she watched as he talked to her like she could understand him."I promise u I will be here for u as long as I live my girl." He turned and saw her watching him.he carried her to the bed and lay on his back with her on his chest.he lay his arm out and Julianna scooted closed and cuddled with them ."did I make u mad ?"She asked looking up at him.