Ravi found her role as a hindrance for her happiness. She doesn't want to be high above her fellow humans, but fate lead her to be someone like that.
Since Ravi was a kid, she wanted to play with the others around her age. But due to her responsibility, she could not.
At a young age, Ravi had so much to take care of. Learning etiquette, how to act like a royalty, and how to manage the empire when she becomes an empress.
All of those things were not to Ravi's liking. She doesn't want to do it. But she could not tell her parents about it either.
Ravi, then, suddenly decided to leave and explore the world. She was thrilled, and was not able to return to her homeland until she came back and what she saw to the empire shocked her.