I open my eyes.... seeing a Verry strange view. I think i was sleeping back then. and now i am at my own room, i guess. But nobody around. I didn't hear any voice off someone here. do I have been left alone in this room. the bed is so small, i think i am in the baby box bed.

hmmmp i try to get up and move my body to the left and to the right. uuuggghhhh ...Soo heavy. i feel my body is so heavy and i am Soo weak. what hapening to me...?

i am trying to move but it fail. the second try i can move to the left side, yeeyyy.... but not for long i'm Going back to my first position.

it is so hard for me to move. i cannot stand it anymore. i cry and Scream as loud as i can looking for someone to help me.

aaaaaaaahhhhh...aaaaaaaahhhhh...aaahhhh...huaaaa..huaaaa

i scream so loud and do it as long as I can. suddenly I hear something. not for long there is a sound off a few footstep. its look like she is running. my princess says that voice. i could only see a young women holding me and lift me up, trying to make me calm.

i still crying not knowing what hapening and what to do. sshhhh... be quite ...my little princess. i am with you right know then she hold my head. the voices off her is so tender and warm in my heart. i still crying but with lower sound. she hold me and try to make me calm. i feel warm in her hug. Soo little by little i didnot cry anymore. I stop crying. she look at me with happy and smile. i could only starting at her not knowing what to do. and she hug me again. i feel warm and calm until i see the picture off me in the mirror.

oh ..my God..?! what hapening to me..? i am a baby..?!

that's why I could not move.

but where is it my mother.??!!

and where is it my father..?!!

why do i sleep alone in this room...?

This room is so large and beautiful. but Soo quite without my parents. who am i exactly...?

aaaahh...aaahh..ahhh.aaahhhh

i cry again suddenly, looking for an answer....

ssssshhh... be quite. my dear.

the maid looks worried so much. she begin to put me in bed. and check all over my body.

what is it my princess. do you need to change clothes..?

the women is open my dress. I am naked now. she is checking is there any dirt on my pants. and there is not.

or do you feel heat on your body..?

then she put her hand on my head for a while. her face look worried

noo.. your temperatur is normal...

or do you want milk...?

she look at me than try to open my mouth and put her finger on my lips.. i suddenly lip her fingers. and Chum it. she smile at me.

forgive me my princess. i am feeding breast you right know.

she open the top of her uniform and give me milk from her breast. i try to drink it and feel warm in her chest at the same time. she smile at me and sit down at the chair.

the night goes by.. i still didnot know the answer of all my question.