the next day i am playing with many Toys. i cry whenever i feel Hungry and thirsty. and go to sleep for such long time. the women that breast me milk is my maid that have been order by my father to taking good care off me. but unfortunately my father and also the king off this kingdom is never come to visit me or seeing me.
I love to play around and cry all the time. only to have the attention from my maid. I hear the maid always sing before I go to sleep.
its been five years now. i am starting to understand the situation. i only kneew that i have an accident car in the past. the blood is every where. and i couldnot think or see anything anymore. its all been dark and when i open my eyes i have become the princess.
Sheila is the name off my nany the one that breast milk me. This is the second palace which are located near the fores. to go the kingdom palace i have to cross the garden that is very large. full off big trees and very high grass every where. the garden is like a jungle because located on the back yard off the kingdom palace. soo there are too little corncern about the garden. maybe the plan and the tree are used to become beautiful place. suddenly being not taking careat all and the trees become grow bigger and bigger. for many years never been cut. and the garden already become like wild jungle.
Soo the king and the guess cannot see the second palace because off the large tree that sorounding the garden.
There is a small lake in the garden.i used to throw a lot off stone and wash my hand on there. my nany Sheila used to take me there to walk around and never been to get to near the kingdom palace.
i never wanted to know my father exactly. i just want to know about my mother. where is she know...?
I am sitting in the garden now sitting on the carpet, and my nany is like collecting all the flower.
Sheila...? i ask my nany suddenly. I look at my nany face.
Yess my princess...? she answer my question.
where is it my mother...?
Sheila get silent for a second. she look surprise and worried with my question. she turn around and look at me. she hug me and says. i 'will tell you a story' about your mother tomorrow morning. we Will go to the other side off this garden
why not now...? i'm asking her a question again.
Because you need to see the place, your mother used to dance and sing at that place. it is a beautiful place where music and dance are meet and you can see the freedom off love and spirit. my nany saying like she is the fan or maybe my mother friend.
i get silent and following her word. tomorrow I will go the place that what she is telling.. beside what else do a little girl can do. heyy . I am still five years old. i continue to play and collect all stone and flower as much as I can. Sheila is watching and company me all the time.