I lost my brother for real— yesterday
If Manjiro wasn't here I already did felt too empty and I might fall apart
But I need to be strong for us
"Shinya breakfast ready, want to eat?" It was Manjiro who came, his still wearing his apron
"Even if I refused you wouldn't agree" I said and hugged him
"Shinya, I'll be leaving with Sasuke and Yuusuke" he said
"Where are you going?" I said full of curiosity
"Dola will take care of everything you asked for, Doma sent her since he can't come, but he will visit you sometimes"
"That wasn't I asked for" I said easily irritated
Since I got pregnant I've been having mood swings, I cannot control my emotions
"Listen.. I don't want to lie to you but even if you hated the idea I'm still going because I need to" he said holding both my cheeks as I stared at his damn serious piercing eyes
"Just don't die..., You know I'll be empty when you die" I said honestly
"If I die.. take care of our child" he smiled like it was nothing
Momentarily when we were eating I found out where they were going
They wanted to look for Hajime Setsuei, to find out the truth about my brother's illness
I can't stop their decision anymore so I just agreed, I'm having a baby so it would be dangerous to go out
While they were away I'll protect myself and the baby
"Manjiro... I want to go to our usual place"
Manjiro hold my right hand gently, "We have a lot of precious place where do you want to go?"
He was right, but somethings far more precious
"River Bank, I still remember that moment when I first met you, Manjiro's with KenKen and Take-kun that day, talking about nostalgic things, thinking about creating the new age of delinquent" I said as I lean closer to him
"Oho! You still remember that"
"I won't forget that, it's very special"
We arrived to the river bank, only hours later and they will left, sun's setting and it's very beautiful
But what's more beautiful is that seeing Sano Manjiro stared at that very sunset is much more beautiful than the sunset itself
He caught me staring at him and suddenly pulled me on a gently kiss
"Quiet satring" he muttered
I went back to staring at the sunset while still holding his hand
"I love you" I said
"You might not know about it, but I first saw you sitting here looking so free and relax, you were so beautiful and different by the others and I was mesmerized and since then you were shining in my eye and easily to spot"
I was surprised, "I only thought of you as nothing that day, I didn't know that guy would be mine someday"
"I'm deeply in love with you, Shinya"
"So do I"
Our lips touches and a few minutes lasted until we parted
We arrived home, eat our dinner, and when Dola arrived the person in charge of me, they departed
And for my goodbye I said, "Take Care"
I sleep early today, I don't have so much to do, and to easen myself from worrying