[ *NOTE : I'm now using (') as a replicate of italic. so don't get confuse okey? ]
"w- where am I?" evan open his eyes and looking around in confuse.
*ouch*
"what happen? My head feel like splitting, and my body feel like being crushed."
Suddenly evan eyes opened wide when he remember what happened.
"what happen to me? am I dead? Is this hell? But where is the slutty girl that will accompany me? they say that when you die and enter hell you will got a soulmate that especially designed for that person." Evan asked out loud, but suddenly…
*ehem*
Evan jumped with frighted when he hear a voice coming from his behind, with slowly he turned back and aghast that a two beauty standing in front of his door with a cold look that can even make hell turn winter with just a look.
"what did you say? Can you repeated It again?"
*gulp*
"w- what? I say that, how can my most beautiful sister and my most beautiful girlfriend didn't here with me. turns out you're on your way here." Evan answered with what he thinks is a most innocent smile he can.
"hmm~ ? I think what you say 'slutty girl that will accompany you' like that?" vanessa and natasha ask with the sweetest smile that they get.
"what?!! how can I say something like that! you both are slandering me!! how you can you slander some innocent soul that always love you both?! *sniff* this world is not fair *sniff*" evan said with an exaggerating cry, while he see what reaction the two of them will give him.
But what follow really make his soul almost came out from his body. vanessa holding a pruning shears while smiling sweetly at evan.
"maybe I need to cut your little brother so you can comeback to reality."
*gulp*
"I promise I will not do it again! I'm really grateful that I have both of you. So I'm promise that I will not search for anyone more. But what do you mean by that? aren't you happy that I'm okay? What's with this tense situation?" evan ask with confusion while look at vanessa and natasha.
Evan kinda confuse with what happened. While it's true that he almost die, but is it not a joyous occasion that he didn't die? So why did the atmosphere so tense that even to breathe is feel hard.
*sigh*
"let's talk after you clean yourself first, we will wait in the living room."
.....
"is this true?" evan ask with trembling and pale faced while vanessa and natasha look at evan with a worried face.
"Yes. You can't cultivate. Your soul has wounds that cannot be healed, and if you are forced to cultivate then your soul will dissolve due to the pressure of the element."
"T- Then, how about that angel?! How about you both? I thought you say that you both couldn't beat her yet? How if that angel kill you both? maybe, just maybe I need to surrender myself. So you can run from this place. Yes, yes. That is the only way. I need to surrender myself! I will protect both of you, so even with my life as an exchange I will gladly take it."
*slap*
Suddenly natasha slap evan on the face with anger while shouting and pointing at his face.
"you…! We will never leave you! If you want to die then we will follow you to die! Wherever you go then we will go too! So if you don't want anything happened to me and vanessa then you know what to do."
Evan slowly close his eyes while thinking deeply about what happened this past few days.
"huff~… I don't know why this is happened to me. not hard feeling okey? But honestly to you both, what I'm envisioned was just to continue our parents business, being married with some loving and gorgeous lady, having a two or three kids, being a loving dad's while enjoying my children growth, accompany my wife until we were grow old, hold our grandchild while tell them a tale about my dream, and maybe if we are lucky we can wait for our grandchild to have their own child, and finally, we will holds hands until we breath our last.
Well, at least that what's I'm envisioned about my future before yesterday.
I'm happy, really happy that natasha confess to me yesterday, and happy that we both can be together. But when suddenly all strange things happen, I can change into a half snake, knowing that natasha too can change into a half snake, this world have a weird thing like mana or element, have a difference species other than human, vanessa can do magic…
It's really overwhelm me! and my last straw was that, turns out you both already knew everything from the start, but never even bother to tell me even just little, even clue is not!
And it's really pain my heart to know that, we all who always together from a little kids, that you my sister who always with me, and you natasha who always live with us, actually hiding a deep secret from me this past few years that we all always together.
I'm thinking that 'how can I will believe you both when you didn't even tell me anything'.
It's really agonizing me, like something eat me from inside. I feel like running, and hiding from you both forever.
But something inside me tell that you both must have a reason not to tell me, that you both will never hurt me, and will always love me.
And I try to control my emotion and listen to your explanation. Then after hear what you say, I try to understand why you need to hide something from me and I'm resolve to reach superior element stage with haste.
And the result? *sigh* You can see it yourself.
And while I'm on the brink of death, I'm thinking thoroughly, that everything you do is just want the best for me. and I'm really feel sorry for doubting you both.
When you say that, you both will never leave me, it's really touch my heart and that make worse how I feel sorry for doubting you both.
And maybe this is kinda shameless comes from me when I'm already have natasha. And I know that you will not accept someone who already have partners, but you know that I'm always love vanessa right? I know that we are siblings and it's a taboo, but I'm already steel my heart to tell you today about my feelings. whether you will accept it or not.
And I love you vanessa, and will always be no matter what. and I hope you can accept me.
I love both of you. And I want that we all share our burden together, as a family and as a lover."