I realized that the problems I was facing in the last few months had changed me. There were things that made me change. All that had happened to me gradually pulled me and made me realize to see from different angles and solve it on, my trauma, my relationship with my mom, and my acceptance of myself.
I started realizing that I was different from people around me and of course the problems I was facing were different from them. I would not protest it anymore. I thought that in every problem I had, there would be good things as a reward. I simply needed to be myself, and face it my way.
Erick texted me and said that he would be late because there were some marionettes that got broken and needed to be fixed. Since it was quite late at night and I was afraid of staying in the park alone, I decided to go out of the park and chose to wait for him in a courtyard of a building that was still bright.
