It has been a week since Odin found the two girls they spent all their time in their room probably doing what traumatized people do.
who knows not me?
Sammy had already finished making the virtual system and a few games but was waiting until the end of the month to release it. so it would be less suspicious than a company starting and then releasing a technological innovation in the same week.
Odin reached the second level of his cultivation realm and was working on making weapons Odin made a few swords for training the girls and then made bows for them each weapon was made from god metal which costed quite a lot just a 1/8th of a pound was already in the quadrillions.
God metal was actually not even able to be used by gods as it was basically impossible to cast with their insignificant strength. That was also a reason it was very cheap since this metal could easily be cast into a mid-grade weapon to destroy universes if done properly.
Odin used his will to shape the metal slowly turning it into grand weapons that would only serve for training.
As he swung down the hammer Odin had memories pass him ones he knew were not his yet or maybe would never be. An endless swarm of monsters surrounded him his flesh torn down to little pieces of muscle only clinging to the bone that was obsidian black.
He took his sword one he could recall it was his soul but it felt stronger so strong he couldn't fathom it. His future self swung the sword and a massive arc of light appeared containing immense power it sliced the swarm of creatures in an instant. Odin saw as his body repaired it was imperfect as some areas healed by calcification and others turned into red scales that resembled muscles.
The endless expansive of darkness only illuminated from a dying star he watched as the star dwindled down leading to its decay. Odin recognized the empty sector as his world, not the one he was on currently but the one where he became an emperor.
Such a star should have led to the birth of millions of stars on its death he made sure it happened. It was a final struggle towards the eternal darkness that the universe would face before he restarted it.
He saw as the creatures surrounded the decaying star and slowly absorb it they evolved at an insane speed gaining strength and speed that matched Odin. Odin increased his power and attacked the single attack that contained more strength than could ever use. It sliced into reality and tore it showing the abyss that reality rested upon.
As the fight slowly ended he saw Odin rip his own body apart and use the humanoid limbs and any flesh to improve his body. after that he saw as he expanded his consciousness past the universe and immense darkness resided in his area. a darkness even bigger than his own universe he reached further and soon found light little Flint's of light from the universes that resided in the area.
Zooming in further the light became brighter from universes to superclusters to star clusters to galaxies to stars and then a world. He looked into the world and into his own house the two odins started at themselves one stared at the roof and one stared at the immense space between them.
Odin couldn't understand was it his future self or was it him?"
"The time you deal with is but an insignificant portion of us may you strive ever further and may the hunt ever be pleasant." the 'future' Odin said as Odin forgot he looked around in a daze and slowly picked up the hammer to continue with his blacksmithing.
Odin finished his chore and headed into the house he walked to the room of the girls and knocked he didn't receive an answer but he waited. After a few minutes, Odin sighed and rested on the wall next to the wall.
"You know you can't stay there forever you have to learn to live with the pain it won't ever go away," Odin said as he looked at the ground.
"You can try to do many things like blaming yourself for letting it happen you can wallow in self-pity and immense hatred towards yourself."
"But then it won't comfort you so you'll hate them you start to think why must you suffer for what they did and not them?"
"You will hate them but soon that won't be enough you start to hate the ones that tried to help you you'll turn those you loved into distant memories and when you've finally realized it will be too late."
"Pain will never leave you will just grow with it sure you have suffered and you will continue to suffer but you must embrace that pain for that is what means you can keep going that is the motivation of any animal."
"Strive for the day you will not feel pain strive for a day where you can smile or be an improper animal and end yourself now for you will only be a waste of space if you continue like this."
"Why do you tell us to kill ourselves isn't that wrong to tell to a traumatized person?" Miseria the oldest girl said through the door.
"I can try to say sweet nothings or be realistic which will truly help you?" Odin replied as he rolled his eyes.
"I guess the reality is better at least I'm not being hyped to a life where everything will be perfect." Miseria said as she held her slumbering sister the little girl had puffy eyes and there were dried tears on her face.
"Reality is a cruel mistress she will bring you up above her and then let go allowing you to fall into a deep pit."
"Heh, she's a bitch." Miseria said with a small laugh.
"Hey that's my daughter but yeah she really is," Odin said as he turned to the door and knocked on it again.
"So will you come out I'm going to prepare dinner and would like for you two to join me?"
"I'll come out once Eleos wakes up," Miseria said as she looked at her little sister.
"Ok dinner will be in two hours that should be plenty of time," Odin said as he walked to his room.
'I wonder what mom would do?' miseria thought as she held her sister.