It's always hard to understand what you don't know, or what you don't remember. I've been in this place for another week already, and it's all the same routine. Breakfast, lunch, check ups, friendly time with Rhiona, the same dreams, medicine, and also ....
" Hey, do you mind going for a walk around the house....." The deep warm voice called me out. I was standing on the balcony observing what the place looked like from this point of the house. It's really beautiful.
And he, had come back from his work in the city, it's a Friday, he's back early. I turn to him, he's really handsome, tall, dark hair, hmmmm. Just my type. No no no no.. what am I thinking...
" Ahhh, I just..... thought you would....like the view a lot if you went down the house." He spoke, lowly. I haven't really opened up to anyone around here, not anyone. Because they also tell me nothing, they keep everything to themselves. Everything.....
...
I stay quiet and kept looking out the window. I heard his footsteps coming closer , and later I can feel he is less than a foot behind me. His approach has been very clear for the past week, and I can tell he is not up to just friendship as he claims. He's likeable, I should say, I do feel something for him, but it will be cheating this guy's heart.
How can I even tell him I keep having recurring dreams of a boy with red hair. Am not even sure if I really saw him that day. And those dreams, don't even give me a hint about my past memory. It's all just a blur.
And this guy, I don't know.
" Ahmm, Irene, the Villa is very beautiful. And calm, it will be good if you have a walk to ease your mind" he speaks from behind me, and when I turn to look at him, his eyes are so hopeful. As this week went by, I got used to him standing so close to me. And now am not as uncomfortable as I was the first time, or the second when I almost passed out.
I walked out of the he room with him, he was so enthusiastic about making me tour around the villaThe walk was quiet, and yet with a relaxed aura. The villa was mostly quiet, the maids and butler had gone to the city for the weekend. Hmmm, never guessed this place had a garden. Actually a garden full if different flowers. Behind All the farm buildings, there was this breathtaking view. The flower garden extended far into the fields and it was quite cheap to say it was just beautiful, it was mesmerizing....
Why did he bring me here? I know the answer, but just wanna ask.
" It is beautiful, right?" He asks grinning at me, probably confused am quiet.
" Why did you bring me here?" I ask and I can feel his spirit lower.
" Ahhh, it's because I thought...you could use a good view to cheer you up!" He shrugs. I stare into the space and sigh.
" I know nothing, I don't know me, I don't know where I came from or where I was going. Nor can I remember the reason I was coming to the city"
" I've always believed that everything happens because of something, or as a result of something or, perhaps, as a catalyst for something big!" He exclaims. He's really a cheerful man. " Who knows," he adds, " you took the train to the city to find a job, or may be a long lost friend, or lover." I find myself huff a laugh.
" I doubt that" I gather the guts to look at his face as I speak. He's smiling meaningfully. I tear away my gaze before I can get the wierd feeling again. The one I get usually when he smiles at me.
" Maybe...." His voice is low, "your Mr. Right."
Wow, so straight forward. I fight not to look at his face , but I fail, sinking into those gorgeous dark brown eyes.
....
" Alexxx!!!" Thank God. I manage to tear away my gaze from him, grateful someone interrupted. Who knew i would once be grateful to this noisy friend of his