After a series of pacing round her room and brooding like a mourning widow, she finally was tired of being a 'wall sitter', at this point, it wasn't only the wall geckos that were bored out by her indecisiveness even she herself felt it was really pathetic to be hesitating over one issue for a very long time.
It was now or never!
She can't always keep pretending to be an onlookers when certain of the choices she would make or has made, has lead her right to the eyes of the battle like a lamb to the slaughter. Well now it was all over, she made up her mind and concluded to settle her whole hesitation by informing Olcan of what she know, she would tell him everything that she has been keeping to herself... In form of an anonymous sender.
It was still counted as overcoming her hesitations right?
