The atmosphere was more than awkward, it was suffocating, I found myself gasping for air every five seconds and I know it was because of the guilt I felt.
Emily has said more than ten words to me in the last five minutes and I know it's because of the way I treated her after the phone call, I was wrong but I didn't want to admit it, at least not to her, also, it's not like she's bringing it up or anything.
I know the way I cut her off is bad, and even if I said I didn't, I know I tried to boss her around and that is not good, she might have thought I've finally decided to take on my role as the Luna and that's not true, even if I'm acting like a Luna to everyone else, I wouldn't do that to her, I was just angry and I was angry for no reason, but God, I don't want to apologize!
"How did the party later end?" I asked trying to make the environment lively as it's not okay for a driver's mind to be preoccupied, but instead, it got gloomier
