Ever since Emily left which is about 4 hours ago, I've been not only lonely, I've been in full panic mode. No matter the number of trials and things I try to do to get my mind off my life outside this land, it isn't working, I keep thinking about how things would turn out and none of it working, none of it is having a happy ending, I keep up having a bad ending, either I leave Damien and kiss my chance to become Luna to this pack goodbye or I choose to become Luna and I leave my dad stranded, heartbroken and even close to death, I even thought of my dad finding out Damien is a werewolf and I couldn't end the thought well since I don't have any idea what would happen after that.
"Babe" I heard Damien say and I looked up to him to see that he was now crouched in front of where I was seating on the couch, God I didn't even know when he entered the house
