Darkness
Abyss of darkness surround my body full of hatred and sorrow
I feel my self floating in nothing but darkness
The darkness that suck me in, the darkness that since young always remind me of emptiness
I think this is how lifeless soul are
I didn't think I end up like this one day and worse it's in the disgusting hand of the people I trust
What would await to me next?
...
Light!?
Am l save to this endless space?
If there is really an after life, I would vow not to make the same mistake again
I will remember not to trust people easily!
I need to be strong!
To be able to fight for my right and dignity as a man!
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"Just one push her majesty." A physician said at the lady who's screaming in pain:
"Aaagrhhh~" The lady scream again to push the baby out, other servant has been encouraging and preparing somethings for the yet unborn baby.
"Another...push her majesty..there I can see the head!" The physician said to the lady while wiping his head. The lady let out another louder scream, this time the baby has been out already. The lady who give birth immediately pass out because of exhaustion.
The physician held the newborn enfant and handed it to a female servant as the physician gesture the servants in the whole room what to do or prepare for there lady.
The female servant quickly wiped the blood of the baby face, the servant felt like he see an angel. The baby clearly has a delicate pinkish smooth skin and a rosey fat squishy cheeks, that you couldn't help but to poke it. But the strange thing the baby didn't move nor cry. The servant became worried and started to panic she want to called the physician, but afraid she might disturbed her lady.
So she cleaned the baby by bathing him now you can see the small mark in his eyeshadow it look like a light pink color for make up, the servant confirm that this baby is a ger. As she started to put the baby in a comfortable silk, he pat his back to make sure the baby is okay as the baby has not yet cry. If she just know what is the baby's thinking right now a.k.a Li Zhixia she must not know whether to laugh or cry.
'Oh so much light I think I might go blind..hmm is this heaven or the abyss. Oh what's that..water?
Ahh so comfortable
This feel nice..mm
I'm already dead right? So I think this is heaven, that's why it's so soft
Ehh... how come I only see a little, it's blurry and bright, wait a minute.... am I blind!?
!? !? !?
I died because I'm naive and think kindness can be given without exchange of something, did I deserved to be like this..I dei and got here without an eyes and worst of all I'm still single! God please give me a chance to see a beautiful but cute girl in my next life. I'm so pitiful wu~(ToT)'
The servant was alarmed and relieve as the baby started to cry, she started to calm the baby by patting his (LZ) back. The baby stop crying so the servant bring him to the physician to check the baby's health, just encase something is wrong with her majesty 4'th son.
The physicians has been checking if the newborn baby is strong and healthy, it's surprising that the baby is so calm. The physician tell the servant to bring the baby to the wet nurse, as her lady still need a rest.
The servant quickly bought the baby to the wet nurse, to feed him so he can sleep peacefully. When the servant arrive in the wet nurse place, she explain what the physician said. So the wet nurse didn't hesitate and just hold the baby: "His highness look really cute and calm, he also look like an angel just like the prince's." The wet nurse said out loud, the servant just stay in the corner watching the wet nurse doing her job. She didn't even urged a word.
'What is that noise?..mm what's up with this soul so weird
I heard talking...it is a soul like me..or a human....hmm....impossible! I'm dead I got shot straight in my brain...right? Right! maybe I'm in heaven and the one who spook is the goddess
Oh am I setting in a goddess arm right now?
What does the lady mean his highness I ain't no royal and that siblings thing I'm an orphan for gods sake!
Also did the goddess just tell me I'm cute will your flattering me your lady..hehe you got a good eyes tho.'
That is what's giong on Li Zhixia head right now he didn't even consider that the wet nurse is feeding him, if he know he might vomit a mouthful of blood and think his a pervert for taking advantage of the lady.
When Li Zhixia is busy in his own thought the wet nurse is done feeding him so they put him in a baby crib to let him sleep. Li Zhixia yawn cutely that the people around him can't help but be awestruck by his little doing.
The servant has been guarding the fourth prince, until his asleep the servant has been taking good care of the baby all night long. When the baby was back on his peaceful sleep can they get rest. Seriously this is how hard to be a nanny, to be a mother is no exception ba!
Too tiring but since she(servant) is the one that giving the task to look and serve the new born price, who is she? Not to obliged she has no right at all, just a mere slave.
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The sun shine bright pass the traditional ancient chinese window that eliminate the sleeping face of the baby, it truly a beautiful site to see. But it all end when the door suddenly open with a loud bang next with a very excited voice of a two child echo in the whole room, cause to wake up Li Zhixia peaceful slumber.
Since it's baby habit to sleep or maybe habit of Li Zhixia , the maid responsible for him quickly got wary rush to Li Zhixia side to calm him down as he still not fully aware of the his surrounding, if the servant only knew that the baby she's holding is cursing the one who disturb his highness beauty sleep.
That's right our Li Zhixia is thinking of himself as a prince! Well he's truly a prince in this era. As Lî Zhìxiā is still coursing in his head got disturbed again by a super excited voice of a children.
"Dà Gē! Our new brother is here, I wonder what he look like...hehe"Said by the one of the children or Li Zhixia preferred to call disturbing children
"Yeah! What È'r Gē said is right! I wish our Xiăo Dìdì have a pinchable cheeks ...ahh it's so cute ba!"The other child chime in and exclaimed excitedly about his new baby brother.
He can't help but think how cute his brother would be and how he would be the protector of his little brother, no one is allowed to harm his brother ba! But little this child know Li Zhixia is the one who will bully all the children, but it will eventually be in the future.
"You two quiet down your voice and stop shouting we are in our little brother room" Another voice of a child can be heard but it is sound a little bit strict like a mother scolding her children.
Before the other two could talk back a sound of eunuch could be heard: "His and her Imperial Majesty has arrived" This leave Li Zhixia dumbfounded and snap from his cursing.